Hopeful but hesitant.

Since recieving an email from my worldmedassist patient coordinator yesterday evening that I am approved for surgery I have been on something like a natural high. I am excited but trying to keep it in and not say too much about it. I am always afraid of jinxing myself lol. I wont do a total freak out until I get the thumbs up on medical financing. I am very hopeful though and glad i didnt just get an auto decline. I recieved the message that they are going to manually review my application for financing and i think while i was declined previously in the past, the fact that this surgery will cost a lot less is probably working in my favor. That and the fact we are going to be putting 20-40% as a down payment as well.

Still though I am nervous about it all so I dont want to get overly excited about surgery just yet.

Anyways..just rambling... and hoping hehe.