Waiting...

So I had all of the tests done and now H pylori...So I had to take 8 pills a day for 2 weeks. So once this was over I am thinking, finally I will have a surgery date but NO!!! You need to follow up to ensure that the infection is gone. So now I wait again for that date to come up. November 15th, which feels like it is ages away. I have been trying everything to lose some weight prior to the surgery. It is like the scale will not move from where it is. i am a bit depressed about this as I am really trying hard, but I guess not hard enough. No soda, fast food, junk food, fried food no juices...I have been doing it all but I am still having a hard time. I dont know what to do. Oh well, I will keep on trying. I am looking forward to getting the surgery done and begin my journey to losing this weight. This has been a life long battle and I am looking forward to my happy ending. I just want to feel "normal"....