Wow... I amaze myself

Tomorrow is my first day on the medically supervised diet. I am currently 291.5 pounds. I have 20 pounds to lose in the next 2 weeks. I figure that means drinking as much water as i can get in (at least a gallon per day), exercising as much as possible (at least 1 hour per day) and following the diet to a T.

I will be banded on December 14. My best friend Roslyn is coming to support me. Dad is coming to drive me to the hospital. I am staying over night and the following day I go on short term disability for a week.

Over the next 2 weeks, I want to get my house cleaned. I want to bring order to my mind, my spirit, my home. I want to prepare myself for the next chapter in my life. A chapter where I am the heroine, slender, strong, healthy, happy, fulfilled life and a positive role model to my son. We deserve good things. Healing myself is the way to accomplish that.