Bouts Of Doubts

well i thought i was the only one feeling that way......i was banded on march 15th and have lost 20 lbs.....i think we expect too much too soon.....i love my food its a terrible addiction....i have wondered if i should have had the sleeve or the big operation now......but i think if we calm ourselves down and we will start to see improvements.....its better if we lose slow and steady so that we can keep it off.....i hope u keep in contact so we can keep cheering each other on

Thank you Kelly, today I feel much better. In fact each day I feel better than the day before. I am on my second week after surgery. I drink my protien shakes, water, pop sickles and every thing I am suppose to drink. But yesterday I was so depresed I ate a piece of toast with my soup broth. I held it in my mouth and chewed it to death befor swallowing. I could only eat a few bites of it. It tasted so good, never before in my life did dry toast taste so good. I know I should not have eaten it, but I did. I feel much better.