The Last Day of My Old Life

Yes it seems strange Sad and a little nerve wracking. I will no Longer be the person I am Today and that is a scary thought. Tommorow I will have a friend placed inside my body who will support and encourage me to stay on track through my new journey to a healthy fit and worthwhile lifestyle.

I have stuggled for so long and finally I think this may be the answer and i dream that the thin person who has been trapped inside for so long will finally manage to emerge and leave the other half go . That whole other person that I allowed to attach itself to me to provide 24 protection against hurt and pain and vunerability. Unfortunately that whole other person took over and the real me has got lost along the way. Im now ready to start my journey of discovery and enlightenment and am ready to show the world the thin person that Im ready to love again....

I will try to keep track of my feelings and my progress in the hope that someday I can help 1 other person along the road to acceptance and true happiness.