I Have My First Fill Tomorrow!

I am 6 weeks out of lap band surgery and have lost 27lbs and gone from 6 insulin shots a day to 2! I have noticed that I can eat more than I could 2 weeks ago, and the weight loss slowed after going back to regular food. That makes sense, but I am glad to be having my first fill tomorrow. I think the timing is perfect. I catch myself wanting to slip into old habits (unhealthy snacks, larger portions) I even missed 4 days of my Food Diary which I have been faithful with. I know I must be diligent in my behavior changes in order to be successful for life. I am using this first fill as my wake-up call and my path back to my regiment. I am also nervous that my Doctor will be disappointed with my progress. I feel like I'm not doing as well as I should be, but I know I will do better after the fill. I just don't want to be dependent on fills to keep me in line forever. This is on me and I must succeed if I want to live a longer life. Wish me luck!