Here I am Again...
Here I am AGAIN... thinking, "How did I get here?" "Why did I do this to myself?" and so many more questions. Not just questions either, cristicisms also. I feel like a failure... today I weighed in at 320 pounds! OMG! I can not believe I am up here again!
So, here I go.... I went to the gym and I got on that treadmill and started working out again... I drank my water.... I watched what I ate... I AM STARTING OVER!
I am tired of feeling sorry for myself and feeling like a failure. I have made justifications... like this, " Well, at least I still weigh less than when I was banded"....well, if I don't do something I won't!
I am going to stop making excuses and follow the rules! I have to...
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