Ok...So.... I failed.....:-(

I have failed at day 5 of my liqid diet. I am so sad that I I didnt make it further but I am kinda proud that I made it through days 1 2 3 and 4. I just started feeling lie I was gonna kill a family member. I was so on edge and snapping at my husband and 4 yo daughter. I knew it was becasue I wanted to CHEW.I dont feel like I amdea horrible choice I had a sandwich and I will get my focus back. My poor husband didnt know what to do when I was in tears becasue I wanted it so bad. He said "no", and I feel horrible for making him feel horrible with my watery eyes, but the choice wasnot his it wasmine and I feel worse than anyone.