'Twas the Night Before Lap Band...

Pretty much describes my state of mind right now...

I check in at the hospital at 7:30 in the morning. A mere 8 hours and 15 minutes from now...

So much has been running through my head the last week. The closer surgery gets, the faster everything runs around in my head. I have lost sleep, I have snapped at my husband, yelled at my kids and mentally beat myself up for all of it because of being nervous. I am waaaaaay more nervous than I've let myself admit. I think it was a good thing I had Christmas as a diversion to give me something else to think about.

I hope the surgery goes well...

I hope there are no complications...

I hope the post-op pain isn't too bad...

I hope I can handle all the eating changes...

I hope I am successful...

Ihope, I hope, I hope!!!

That's it...gonna head to bed.