First Thoughts

I am starting this journey to a better me, im doing this for me but also for my mom. She passed away November 29, just a few weeks ago. The shock and numbness has worn off, and now its time to reevaluate my life. I am severely overweight but i have trouble keeping an exercise schedule and dieting. I am hoping to find the help I need and the options open to me. Thank God from the new healthcare bills, i can know go back onto my step mothers insurance which means i will be able to get the help i need and the support to do this. I'm scared about the surgery but since I havent even seen a doctor yet, im sure thats normal. I know i have the strength to do this, its just the first step is always the hardest, but the best decisions and things in life are never easy.