The day of At hospital before my procedure

Well here I am at Marina Del Rey Hospital waiting to get admitted in to the hospital it took us nearly 2 hrs to get here cause of traffic (Gotta love Los Angeles traffic). Well I can say I'm still not scared hahaha crazy huh.... But I do feel a little down... I have no idea why. I know it's for the best doing this. I am a little hungry though but not starving. I been up since 8am today I kind of cleaned up my room so when I get back it won't be a mess like it usually is... Hahaha yes I'll admit that I don't keep my room organized. **sighs**

well it's now a waiting game