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My Reflection

By Boo_68

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Earlier today we were going through some photos from a few years back and I was taken completely by surprise that I did not even recognize myself. When did this happen? Then the tears came, for what reason I'm not sure. For the longest time when I looked in the mirror, I still saw the FAT GIRL staring back at me...when did she leave and allow me to have a new self image?? Am I finally seeing the reality of this adventure I've been on. Have I purposely stayed away from seeing my reflection out of fear of what I'd see looking back at me?? I'm stunned and excited, almost left speechless. WOW, I REALLY DID IT!! I've actually hit my original goal that I set back in Feb. 2009 which was 168lbs...I never dreamed I'd actually make it...and now I'm setting a new goal to lose another 20lbs...to 148lbs.

I also wanted to share that I had a nurse say I was "skinny"...WHO ME...(looking all around) you couldn't possibly be saying that to me right...I've always been the "FAT GIRL". I may not be perfect, but I am really starting to love the way I feel...more so than how I look...the energy that I have to do the things I love has been phenominal.

HOLY BEGEESHES....I REALLY DID IT....WOW, JUST WOW!! :thumbup:

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    Debra G

    LAP-BAND Patients

    Hello Christys_98 . I know just what you mean.. Am in the same place as you. I was told that I have a rockin body.. And wow had that made me feel so good.. You did it you made it. You are no longer that FAT GIRL AS YOU PUT IT. You are now that skinny girl, enjoy the tears and all that good that comes with your new look. CONGRATS ... And all the best wishes to you.. LOVE IT!!!

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    Boo_68

    LAP-BAND Patients

    I'm flying on cloud 10...with nothing stopping me. I had a tough couple weeks with my band slipping when I had the flu....a scary setback! It totally made me lose sight of all I HAVE accomplished. Its an amazing feeling!

    Thank you so much!!

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    sandradee0124

    LAP-BAND Patients

    You are so beautiful! I would have said a model, seriously!

    I'm sorry about your setback! Was this stomach flu? I threw up a lot after my second fill and I always worried the band would slip but I guess I'm past that. Did your surgeon attach the band to the stomach with a stitch or two?

    After reading your posts and responses I think you are doing fantastic! It looks like you have picked yourself up and moved on, which is AMAZING. The weight loss is a sign of the person and drive you have and that will take you VERY FAR in life. Best wishes to you!

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    Boo_68

    LAP-BAND Patients

    Thank you Sandradee...made me blush just a bit! Yes I had the stomach flu...I've never been so sick in my life. I should of went to the Dr. and had my band unfilled...but thought Naaaa "it can't happen to me"....I'll never think so lightly again. Dr. Nguyen was able to move my band back up into place and stitched it in....and there is some question on whether my orginal Dr. where I used to live place it correctly in the beginning. I never did any x-rays or barium swallows or anything to check the placement after surgery. This time...they took all kinds of pics the to make sure it was all ok. I really love my Doctor...could ask for someone so supportive and explained all of this to me. Reassuring me it wasn't my fault. And now I have this site....which is amazing. Hard to talk to family and friends...they just don't understand.

    Again, Thank you for the compliments and have a wonderful day!

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    Bklynike

    LAP-BAND Patients

    You are another amazing woman who set a goal, took the step to help you achieve it and did it. I hope you reach your goal of 148 with ease. You made an incredible change in such a short amount of time. I am inspired. Thanks for sharing your story.

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    • Bariatric Master

    LoseIt!

    LAP-BAND Patients

    Awwww!!! I so LOVE to hear things like this. I could not be happier for you. You are a beautiful girl inside AND out!

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    Boo_68

    LAP-BAND Patients

    Thank you so much for the compliments...I hope I can be there for all of you, just as you have for me :))

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