Monday was my class. It was really good.. informative.
Liquid diet is still kick my a$$! I am ready for this to be over with.
I am sick to death of worring about my weight! Am I loosing enough? will the doctor be able to do the surgery? how much is everyone else loosing?
Just on and on and on. I weigh myself at least 5 times a day.
I fee like I am being lost in a weight black hole.
just 13 more days of this shit. I want this over with. I want to KNOW I have the band that way I can focus on my weigh.
Feeling really down today. Depressed, anxious. Feeling that if I dont get my band it will be my fault. with no one to blame.
13 more days....