Low Level Panic Attack

Today while getting dressed, I bumped the area where I think the port is - won't actually know until Monday's post surgical follow up. Man did that ever hurt. I started thinking about this foreign body inside me and starting thinking weird thoughts like...what if I go nuts and yank this thing out?...what if I freak out and jump in my car and drive to the doctor's and beg to have it removed...I got all sweaty and had to get a drink of ice water and go outside to clear my head.

Perhaps it's just a case of sometimes you feel like a nut and sometimes you don't!

Trust me we are not the only one's with a foreign object in our bodies... siclicon boobs, butt, pacemakers, knees, the list can go on and on...