I'm watching Miss America

stupid bitches! haha they're so pretty. It's not even my style but I just love tan, blonde, tall beauty queens. Probably because my mother was one.

Here I am pale, short, chubby, and have dyed my blonde hair dark for 10 years.

I wonder if I will ever be a "babe".

I have always wanted to secretly be "mainstream attractive" but my heart just sort of gravitates to an alternative look. I think it stems from my attraction towards alternative ways of thinking. and now i have all these tattoos and piercings.

I dont look like a PUNK. At least I don't think so. You can tell I'm edgy.. but thats like how the kids are these days. haha! and I was such a weirdo in high school.

Oh... i got married today. It was sweet. At the waterfall by a witch and two witnesses. The real big wedding is in October, but we had to shot gun it for insurance reasons. I am happy to be a MRS. but I will not change my name until October since no one knows about it. SHHHH! I also get my wedding band then, too. It was special and sweet. I love my husband!!!

Congrats!!

LOLOLLLLLLL

WAIT A MINUTE. FROM BLONDE TO DARK? I'VE HEARD OF PPL WANTING TO BE BLONDES..IF YOURE NATURALLY BLONDE SHOW IT OFF GIRL!! :smile2:

WE'RE ALL BABES IN OUR OWN WAYS...YOULL FIND IT IN YOU

YOU GOT MARRIED BY A WITCH?? UM..WOW SURE WE ALL UNDERSTAND THE LEGALITIES OF IT..I'M STILL WONDERING ABOUT THE WITCH PART ..NICEEEEEEEE..AS LONG AS Y'ALL HAPPY AND LOVE EACH OTHER THATS ALL THAT MATTERS..THATS WHAT I THINK ANYWAY

Happy handfasting day!! : ) (And I think "mainstream attractive" is way over-rated - in my opinion, interesting looks trump cute looks every day of the week.)

Hey girl! I loved reading this! You totally remind me of me. In high school I was a total "weirdo" too. lol I always had colored hair and long dog chains and every single band and logo tee ever made. It was just me. Then I went through a hippie stage ( I am from sf)....then I went back to a milder version of rock ( I have tattoos and piercings, but I took them all out). Now I am a lot more main stream, but I love to dress my daughter in rocker stuff. I will always love rock music, but I kinda gave up on the style myself. But, when I start to slim down more I would love to dress pin-up'ish :smile2: LOL Its fun to be different. PS CONGRATS ON THE WEDDING!!!!