Ymca / Bored / Valium / Low cal Day?

Feburary 4th

I got up off my ass and went to the Ymca.

I took chase and cry. We played and I worked on my arms for 15 minutes.

I sat in the Hot tub twice.

They got a treat afterwards, and I took one bite of a candy bar and I didnt go to the store for any reses or cheetos.. It was hard. I also thought about getting that spinach cheese dip from Applebees and I didnt do that either, even though we drove right by it.

I am bored. I wish I went to the coast. But i went last weekend and I have a weekend date this coming weekend.. and so I think I should of stayed home and I am BORED off my ass..

Prolly take some valium and go to bed. (at leaste my food intake will end around 1000 calories today IF I do)

I am freezing. The electric Bill was 270$ something and Heat is a thing of the past.. NOt really, but it should be! I dont know how I am going to pay these bills.

I want candy.