Moving on and maybe back?

So Its pureed food week and I'm getting to try some new things. Everything has gone down smoothly. I feel like I have little to no restriction and I probably don't. Haven't really been hungry but I can see now where a fill will be needed.

Not sure if I'm scared to eat carbs or if I really just don't like the same foods I used to. Tried to blend up some foods in the magic bullet and was completely turned off by the ones with high carbs. Tonight was my families thanksgiving and I tried some ground ham and some mashed thinned sweet potato. That was pretty good but my blood sugar was up when I checked it a couple hours later.

Wondering if it was too soon to take me off of my medication. Scared that when I reintroduce food that my weight loss will stop and that the blood sugar will be high again.

I know that I can do this! I will stay strong and keep exercising. But...Is it wrong to move myself back a step. I feel like my mind wasn't ready for more food choice freedom. It is almost easier and more structured when I'm just on the liquids and protein drinks. How long do you think I could live healthy like that?