I can't take it anymore -- unfill tomorrow...yes, I'm scared!

September 29, 2009

159 lbs.

Since my last fill, it has been an unpredictable journey full of valley and mountain top experiences. Lately, I have been having too many episodes and can't keep anything down. I pray that all is well and look forward to my appointment in the morning to have a slight unfill. There have been days when I thought I might be at my sweet spot, but I have experienced more days of misery than anything else. Currently, it's my TOM and I can't eat anything. I have scheduled an appointment for in the morning for an unfill. A couple of months ago, I scheduled an appointment for an unfill and canceled. I have this fear that I am going to gain weight, but I know that I will continue to have restriction. I only need to lose about six more pounds and then I want to focus on maintaining.

I am happy with my progress, but I want to be able to eat more protein and vegetables.

I will post my feelings after my appointment tomorrow. I pray all is well and I haven't waited too late...