5th September 2009

It's Saturday night and I am starting to think, that this time next week, my op will be over and I will probably be sat in the Hotel room, feeling starving !! :smile2:

I am starting to look forward to my op now, as I know that it will be the start of my new life, losing all this weight I have gained over the years. It will soon be gone and hopefully I will have the confidence to start dating again and living my life to the full.

Got my eyes on a guy at the golf club. My friend has told him that she is planning a dinner date for him next FEBRUARY but not said who with !!!!!!!!!

The theory is that I will feel confident enough by then to go out with him........anyway he doesnt know who its with but hes said YES !

The good thing is that I know there is already a spark there but neither of us have done anything about it..........so this could be it or at least its something to focus on for now.

S xx