I have been on this journey for sometimes now, and this week I was given a date finally, July 17! two weeks notice to get everything in order and try to prepare myself for this. then again isn't that what I have been doing all this time anyway?
I also got the news last weekend that the doctors do not expect my mother to live, and as a result she is being moved into hospice care today.........
and my second class for this semeter starts next week
needless to say there is so much on my mind and I don't know where to start. For now I am trying to focus on staying with my optifast diet, getting things ready for surgery and situated with work.
I try not to think about the fact that I could loose my mother any day, I pray I don't come out of surgery only to find out she is gone, that is my fear.
