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just about my life with the band

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It Is Okay

I grew up in a family when you finshed what you had on your plate taking food home was a sing of weekness. Also if you wanted seconds you better eat fast becuse it will be gone before you know it you snoze you loze. As a grew up and would have fights with my family it would always end the same way someone saying there sorry with food. I am sorry let me make it up to you by lunch, a sunday ect.   Today i had high protine lactose free yougest for bresfest after i took all my lquid med i could only get 3 oz down my frist thought was oh no i spent money on this food I have to eat it. My next thought was this is what got you here in the frist place no one is holding a gun to my head saying eat it and it okay to say No I am full relly i am and thow it away. This was a huge brake though for me. I did not need the whole thing i was fine with my 3 oz and being done becuse i was done and i needed to listen to what my body was telling me not my head. I needed to trun that peice off and relly listen to my boady

Lauracat

Lauracat

 

If I Cound Just Jeans

about a year ago i bought a pair of jean that were too tight ii could were them if i had a pair of spanks under them and did not want to breath. Today i pulled them out not thinking about it I not warn them since i bought them expet to a party when i wanted to not be a pig and they keeked saying if you eat that you burst out of your jeans. Today I pulled them out of the draw looking for paints and they fit not to tight not too lose just fit.I know most pepole would be thinking you celbrating over a size 20 jean but heck yes i am.   I feel very lucky alot of pepole at this point say there starving i am day 12 passed sugery I am not. I do get hungery eat about 4 times a day 3 protine shakes and somthing else like a suger free fat free rice pudding or some suger free jello maybe some soup and i not starving. I guess i have a good fit I still do get heart burn / reflex over my band if i am not carful .   I can not wait till the mushy food stage on wed i have my follow up

Lauracat

Lauracat

 

The Big Brup

so last night i was sipping my protine shake and got this heart burtn my frist thought gas so i start walking trying to move it and take my gas ex walk some mote still nothing just this pain in the middle of my brest bone area nothing was moving this thing so i did something i knew i should not i went out to move it and burp i knew i could burp and rhow up if i drank just a little too fast so i did this and had the most relfie. I find i have heart burn/ reflex every night i am on lquid zantic so i know i should not be able to but evey night i have this heart burn but and fell it coming up it just water as i drink right up till i go to bed.

Lauracat

Lauracat

 

Day 9

I going to start off with a funny story I was standing in line at CVS need to refill on folic acid and get gas ex strips and i started to fell the gas symtoms pain in my stumic that i knew i wanted and need and behide me was a pre-school age child and there parents and well i just had no choice and out came the gas and the child behind me said "mommmy that lady just let out a stinky and it smells" Frist i wanted to hide then i wanted to trun around and say I am sorry i am 8 days past lap bad and it one of the side effects. But i keeped my compuser and let it go I guess you can tell a person who had lap band by why they have in there purse   1. water bottle 2. gas ex strips 3. air fresher 4. body spray 5. protine powder and shaker bottle 7, Crystal light to go   I might have over done it by going to the gym yesterday. I love my gym it a great place i joined it over a year ago and still like going from the most amzing staff to my personal trainer they all treated me with such recepct and know what i can do and make me work so hard. I told my self i was just going to walk around the indoor track but the reclining bike called my name and 30 mins latter i was done. I felt it all last nigt to the point i broke out the old pain stuff becuse my stumic hurt so much just to sit up. Still kind of sore I got to rember to pass my self in my bare feet shoes .     the cultre back on my UTI she said i am growing so pretty funnky stuff and she wanted to switch my anti botic right away as i was not sentive to the one i was on. The side effect of this one losse stools this should be fun. also yest i think it starting as all over insistion sight is red and crusty and oh so ichy I going to call the nurse and see what i safely put on it   So tonight i have to meet with a clint this is the frist time i have to put on real cloths since i had this done i been living in sweets for the last 9 days so i have to see what i have in my wardorbe to wear. I think i have a pair of legging that might woek with a nice jacket and some accessry a little make up and boom i can look good     Thats all for today   Laura

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Lauracat

 

To Gym Or Not To Gym That Is The Question

Beside the still thirsty head ack feeling i had now for the last 8 days i guess i am doing better. I had a massive UTI i could feel it in both of my kidney took 24 hours to get antibiotics since the one i need needs to be pre ordered because of it liquid form so i was very sick from that but starting to feel better. I know i let my self get dehydrated as i was throwing up as on my major symptoms but everyone seems to feel i can play catch up. I was going to go to try and drink more. But since it raining I think i go to the gym and do some walking around the indoor track. How i wish i could do some water aerobics i think that what my body wants but the dr said no way till week four   Laura

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