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Gasp!!! Faint!! Swoon!!! AETNA SUCKS!!

11-16-06 I'm still waiting for my doctor's office to fax me the medical supervised diet thing that didnt work. WHY WHY WHY is it taking so long to get this paper work!!! I'm getting so overworked about his whole thing I want it so bad!!! what is a Thick girl to do??? :faint: :faint: :faint: :faint: :faint: :faint: :faint: UPDATE AS OF 4:52PM CST 4:15PM I SPOKE WITH SCOTT I DONT HAVE ENOUGH MEDICAL HISTORY FOR AETNA CAN KISS IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I TOLD SCOTT THAT I WOULD CALL HIM BACK 4:18PM AFTER I TALKED TO ANGIE AND LAURA THE CUSTOMER SERVICE FOR UHC *YES I CALLED TWICE* I FOUND OUT THAT MY COMPANY HAS WLS INCLUDED AND UHC WILL COVER IT UP TO 80% I WILL PAY ABOUT 2200 OUT OF POCKET I WILL HAVE TO GET A IN NETWORK PROVIDER.. ALREADY GOT HIM ALL THAT IS REQUIRED IS A BMI OF 40% AND A LETTER FROM DR. R. 4:25PM THAT HEADACHE THAT ATENA TRIED TO GAVE ME IS GONE 4:35PM I TOLD SCOTT THAT HIM AND I HAVE A DATE 1-3-07 AND I WILL NOT TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER. HE LAUGHED AND SAID OK, HE ALSO SAID HE WAS IMPRESSED WITH MY ABILITY TO HANG IN THERE AND GET WHAT I WANT. I FEEL GOOD ALL OVER AT THIS MOMENT. AETNA IS THE BULLY OF THE SCHOOL OF INSURANCE THEY DONT BELIEVE IN GIVING JUSTICE TO ALL OF US THAT NEED IT SHOUT OUT TO DOUG & TERESITA (((((((((HUGS))))))))TO U :eek: 4:59PM:clap2:

thickchickTEXAS

November 16, 2006

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Lunch was weird

I had alot of restriction at lunch time not sure what happened but I've never felt that before. Breakfast 1 bottle of water My lunch I ate half a scoop of potatoes 6 broccoli tops 6 carrots half of a hot dog Dinner not hungry Excerise Packing up my apt!!!!

thickchickTEXAS

March 26, 2007

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A wonderful change

I ACCEPTED MY CALL INTO THE MINISTRY ON SUNDAY! I HAVE REALLY BEEN LISTENING TO THE LORD AND ABIDING IN HIM TOTALLY! I FEEL SO BRAND NEW AND I THANK GOD FOR THE CHANCE TO PREACH HIS WORD. I WANT TO THANK THIS PLACE FOR ALL THE SUPPORT I HAVE RECEIVED. AS FAR AS MY WEIGHT IS CONCERNED IM DOING GOOD ON THE "EATING BETTER DIET" NO EXCERSIE OTHER THAN WALKING AND MY SIZE 20'S ARE BECOMING LOOSE!! SO I GUESS IM DOING GOOD. WELL THAT IS ALL FOR NOW AND I WILL TALK WITH YOU ALL LATER BLESSING ON YOU & YOURS HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!

thickchickTEXAS

December 6, 2006

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menu for today

breakfast nothing snack only the top of a blurberry muffin lunch meatballs and 60 calorie broccoli dinner salad of some kind or more broccoli & meatballs thanks for listening.

thickchickTEXAS

April 5, 2007

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TESTING LIQUID DIET TODAY!!!

I WOKE UP AND DECIDED I'M GOING TO TRY LIQUIDS TODAY SO FAR 7:00AM I'VE HAD A CARMEL MACETIATO * I'M SURE I SPELLED IT WRONG :phanvan 10:00AM NEXT I'M GOING TO TRY AND DOWN 2 BOTTLES OF WATER BEFORE LUNCH :tired :tired :tired 11:30AM SOUP NO SOLIDS BROTH ONLY...??? :D WISH ME LUCK ........................................................................ UPDATE 4:38PM FOR LUNCH I ATE 1 PIECES OF TWISTED BREAD 2 SCOOPS OF SALAD WITH GODDESS DRESSING 2 SPOONS FULL OF BROC & CHEESE SOUP. IT WAS GREAT!!!! :phanvan :phanvan :phanvan :cry :cry :cry WILL I BE A FAILURE?? THE LIQUID DIET THING JUST.I DONT KNOW??? COULDNT DO IT TODAY..I FOUND ITS BEST FOR ME NOT TO GO "OUT" TO LUNCH WITH ANYONE. I WILL BRING MY SOUP AND WATER FROM HOME. DINNER BY 7PM SALAD NO BREAD PERIOD....WATER OR LEMONADE

thickchickTEXAS

January 29, 2007

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food for me

breakfast - 5 bites of a red candy apple *its a fruit right*:rolleyes snack water & gatorade lunch - jr whopper *protein purposes*:guess dinner - broccoli & meatballs :hungry:

thickchickTEXAS

April 6, 2007

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DO IT NOW!!!!

THESE ARE MY THOUGHTS MY BELIEFS & I PRAY THAT NOTHING I SAID OFFENDS ANYONE! IF ANYTHING I PRAY THAT SOMEONE IS ENCOURAGED & THAT GOD QUICKENS YOUR HEART TO FIND HIM AND ACCEPT THE PLAN OF SALVATION, SO THEY MAY BE SAVED. *****IF YOU BECOME OFFENDED I DO APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE BLESSING ON YOU NEGATIVE COMMENTS ARE NOT ACCEPTED ON MY COMMENT BLOCK*** A LOT OF TIMES WE FEEL LIKE WE WAIT UNTIL THE LAST MOMENT TO DO SOMETHING!OR EITHER WE PUT IT OFF UNTIL WE HAVE NO CHOICE TO DO WHAT WE WERE SUPPOSE TO DO! I LEARNED THAT ISAIAH TRIED TO PUT OFF WHAT GOD TOLD HIM TO DO. *BY USING EXCUSES* IN ISAIAH CHP 6 VERSE 1-8 ISAIAH FELT UNWORTHY TO DO WHAT GOD TOLD HIM. THE LORD HAD TO SHOW HE IN A VISION THAT HE WAS WORTHY OF THE WORK HE WAS ASSIGNED. AN ANGEL CAME AND TOUCHED HIS LIPS BECAUSE HE WAS A MAN OF SINFUL LIPS! THE ANGEL TOUCHED THEM AN HE CAME PURGED OF HIS SIN & CLEAN OF HIS INIQUITY. WE OFTEN DONT DO WHAT WE ARE TOLD BECAUSE WE LET SMALL THINGS TRIP US UP! *OUR WEIGHT* I HAVE DECIDED TO START DOING WHAT I PLANNED ON DOING AFTER I LOST THE WEIGHT! TOMRROW IS NOT PROMISED TO ANY OF US! WELL ACTUALLY THE NEXT HOUR ISNT PROMISED IF YOU ASKED ME!! ALL IM SAYING IS DONT WAIT UNTIL THIS OR THAT DO IT NOW!! PUT YOUR FAITH TO WORK! DONT WAIT FOR ANYBODY TO GIVE THEIR APPROVAL!!!

thickchickTEXAS

December 7, 2006

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IT FEELS GOOD TO BE FREE.......

TO THOSE WHO ARE TRULY FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT FEELS GOOD TO BE ABLE TO LOVE WHO YOU WANT TO :tea: IT FEELS GOOD TO BE FREE IT FEELS GOOD TO BE ABLE TO GIVE TO PEOPLE WHO NEED IT:plane: IT FEELS GOOD TO BE FREE IT FEELS GOOD TO BE ABLE TO CHANGE MY IMAGE, BODY, THOUGHTS:rolleyes: IT FEELS GOOD TO BE FREE IT FEELS GOOD TO BE HAVE PEOPLE ACCEPT ME FOR WHO IAM:drama: IT FEELS GOOD TO BE FREE IT FEELS GOOD TO BE ABLE TO CONTROL MY EMOTIONS, :argue: IT FEELS GOOD TO BE FREE IT FEELS GOOD TO BE ABLE TO FORGIVE THOSE THAT TREAT U LIKE DIRT:rofl: IT FEELS GOOD TO BE FREE IT FEELS GOOD TO LOVE MYSELF WITH EXTRA WEIGHT & WITHOUT IT:clap2: IT FEELS GOOS TO BE FREE IT FEELS GOOD TO LOVE.....GOD BECAUSE HE SENT HIS SON JESUS THAT WE ALL MIGHT BE FREE TO LOVE LIKE HIM, & FORGIVE LIKE HIM GOD IS FREE GOD IS LOVE!!! HIS MERCY IS FREE!!! GOD'S GRACE IS FREE!!! GOD LIVES :hail: :lightning: HIS SON JESUS DIED FOR OUR SINS & NOW LIVES TO STILL FORGIVE US FOR OUR SHORT COMINGS :nono: I HOPE SOMEONE KNOWS THAT BEING FREE IS AWESOME YOU SHOULD THAT GOD EVERYDAY FOR YOUR FREEDOM!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! DEDICATED TO TERESITA, DOUG P, SUNSHINE2, SHELILAMJ MY SUPPORT I MISS YOU GUYS :think BUT YOU ARE ALL FREE!!! DADDY, KARLA, GRAN GRAN, MR. SEARIGHT, LEORA GARRETT,

thickchickTEXAS

December 28, 2006

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME 31 YEARS OLD!!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! I'M SO BLESSED TO SEE 31 YEARS! THANK YOU LORD JESUS!!!!!!!!

thickchickTEXAS

March 29, 2007

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1st Consult went well

11-10-06:biggrin1: :biggrin1: :biggrin1: :biggrin1: :biggrin1: I was an hour late I got lost I couldnt find my way out of a one way bldg!! Met with Dr. Rivas he was AWESOME!! His whole attitude was great! He gave me helpful information and he said I would be a perfect canidate for the surgery! I met with the diet lady she was cool she gave me a diet plan for pre-op and post-op and get this I dont have to do a strict pre-op diet. I met with the insurance lady she started off being mean but I killed her with kindness and she came to herself. I met the nurse she was so kind and soft spoken, she said she would be with me step by step. I left the office floating I cant even describe the feeling that came over me. 11-14-06:( Got a call from Scott the finance guy and he said I need to get more history from the pcp and ob-gyn.????? I left there thinking I had it all together and no one said anything about additional information. I got very upset that I didnt have it together, I didnt want to wait any longer for approval but I guess I have to. 11-15-06:nervous So far I have emailed the lady for more history at the OB. office now I have to call my doctor for my 8months trail diet crap! Not sure why that wasnt sent over from her with the referral?? I'm thinking maybe I should wait until Jan to get the surgery United Healtcare wont send me through all of this mess I hope not!!

thickchickTEXAS

November 15, 2006

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SURPRISE FROM NEW YORK

HEY YA'LL **SUCH A TEXAN** MY BROTHER SURPRISED US FOR THANKSGIVING!!! HE FLEW IN FROM NEW YORK AND IT BLEW US AWAY!! WE THOUGHT WE WOULDNT BE ABLE TO COME BECAUSE IS SING AND TRAVELS WITH ROBERTA FLAK *YES THE ONE AND ONLY** I GOT A NEW GUCCI PURSE COCO CHANEL SCARF COACH SCARF HE IS MY HEART HE'S MY DADDY ALL OVER AGAIN!!! DINNER 7:00PM WAS 3 SMALL SQAURES OF VEGGIE PIZZA HALF GLASS IF PUNCH THEN 1 BOTTLE OF WATER SNACK SMALL BOWL OF ROAST AND CARROTS TODAY11-21-06 BREAKFAST 1st BOTTLE OF WATER **NOT HUNGRY** SNACK @ 10:00AM 4 PEANUT BUTTER CRACKERS 2ND BOTTLED WATER LUNCH: grilled chicken breast rice & corn side salad w/sour cream & salsa not thristy 12:52pm on 3rd bottle of water:spit: :spit: :spit: DINNER SALAD OF SOME KIND EXCERISE DANCING AT THE NEAREST CLUB UPDATE!!! 3:30PM I JUST TOLD MY MOM ABOUT THE SURGERY!!SHE WAS SUPPORTIVE CAN YOU BELIVE IT!!! NOW I HAVE HER HELP WHEN I COME HOME!! HIP HIP HOORAY 4 MAMA "JO"

thickchickTEXAS

November 21, 2006

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YOU BETTER LAUGH TODAY....

MY FRIEND SHONA HAS BLESSED ME NOT WITH MONEY BUT WITH LAUGHTER..SHE TOLD ME STORY THAT IS SOMEWHAT SAD...BUT IT'S NOTHING WE CAN DO ABOUT THE SITUATION. I GUESS WHAT I'M SAYING IS... WE ONLY HAVE 1 LIFE TO LIVE ON EARTH.........SO LIVE IT WE CAN CHOSE TO HAVE A GREAT DAY.......SO BE HAPPY WE CAN USE MUSCLES IN OUR FACE TO LAUGH OR FROWN...SO LAUGH WE CAN WALK OR DANCE TO BURN CALORIES.....DANCE! DANCE!!! WE CAN USE OUR EARS 2 HEAR JOYFUL THINGS OR GOSSIP...JOY IS GOOD WE CAN CHOSE TO LIVE FOR GOD OR THE DEVIL......GOD IS AWESOME!! WE CAN CHOSE TO EAT RIGHT NOW OR DIE LATER......EAT RIGHT!!! WE CAN CHOSE TO FORGIVE OR BE FREE FROM THEM...SET ME FREE!!! WE CAN CHOSE TO ENJOY THE SKY OR LIVE WITH NO VISON...I SEE!!!! WE CAN CHOSE TO GET OUT AND ENJOY WHAT YOU HAVE & LOVE WHAT YOU ARE & LOVE WHOEVER IT IS YOU LOVE.......NO MORE PITY PARTIES!!!! WE HAVE THE OPTION TO CHOSE THAT IS A BLESSING IN IT'S SELF WE COULD BE FORCED TO WHAT OTHERS WOULD LIKE FOR US TO DO! DON'T BE SUCKED INTO WHAT OTHERS THINK OF YOU!! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE YOU YOU ARE ABLE TO MAKE DECISION WITHOUT THEM. YOU ARE YOU FROM MY HEART TO YOURS SIMPLY BEAUTIFUL THEY CANT SEE WHAT YOU SEE WHEN YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES.... WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES TO THE WORLD... I SEE A SEPARATION FROM THE CHOAS THAT SURROUNDS ME THAT IS MY SECRET PLACE NO ONE ELSE CAN GO THERE BUT ME AND GOD AND I CAN GO THERE AN MEET HIM AT ANYTIME OF THE DAY AND THE MORE I THINK ABOUT IT GOD MADE THAT PLACE FOR ME ..TAKE A MOMENT TO CLOSE YOUR EYES AND SEE GOD.....SEE HIS GLORY, SEE HIS WONDER, SEE HIS FORGIVENESS, SEE HIS LOVE AND IT IS!!!!!!!! SIMPLY BEAUTIFUL!!! WRIITEN BY TIA NEAL-PERRY DEDICATED TO MY ANGELS TERESITE, SHELIA, DOUGLAS, MY DADDY PASTOR B.B. NEAL, MY GRAN GRAN, FIRST LADY KARLA, ROBERT SEARIGHT...

thickchickTEXAS

February 2, 2007

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1st FILL/ SHOOK UP!!!

OK My appointment was at 9:30 I didnt get seen until 11:00am * my doctor had a emergency surgery* No complaints about the wait. I got nervous when it came time for the fill..... 1. He numbed me 2. I to hold my legs up *with assistance from his MA*:rolleyes 3. He told me to laugh because he could really feel my port that way:biggrin1: 4. BAM LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNGGGG NEEDLE :omg: :omg: 5. NO PAIN:straight WEIRD FEELING 6. I had to sit up with the needle still in my tummy and drink water :speechles 7. I seen the LOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNGG Needle IN MY TUMMY:( 8. Forgot how to swallow:omg: 9. It took me 2 cups to water to remember how to swallow 10. Finally got go restriction 11. Laid down with LOOOOOOONNNGGG Needle still in 12. POP he pulled it out it felt so GROSS!!!!!!!!!!!!NO Pain:speechles 13. Drunk water 14. Hiccups 15. Hiccups 16. Hiccups 17. I think I went in to ShOCk 18. BACK AT WORK 19. LIQUIDS ONLY TODAY 20. I go back in 5 weeks for another fill if needed 21. CURRENT WEIGHT 256 TOTAL POUNDS LOST IS 18 IN 6 WEEKS! :nervous :clap2:

thickchickTEXAS

April 16, 2007

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Feelings, Questions, Emotions while waiting for approval....

:cool: 2:45pm My right eye is jumping *it's been doing that all day...:target: I called to see if I could get some some of the pre-op testing done I was told no. I have to wait until I get approved.:bathbaby: I thought about what I would look like at 200 pounds and I got excited! I think if it will put me at a size 16 or less *Im in a 20 right now* I guess my goal weight of 160 will put me in a 12/14 or 10/11 ??? Man I hope I dont lose all of my curves hips,juciy booty etc...... I wonder if my 44 G's will go flat *they are fluffy right now???* I wonder what kind of guys will try and go after me now??:nervous Will I still have strech marks on my tummy? I wonder if the inside of my thighs will still touch at 200 pounds or 160?? AM I crazy for wanting to know all of these answers????:biggrin1: :biggrin1:

thickchickTEXAS

January 25, 2007

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i want to see checkbones!!

11-27-06 With this change of FOOD intake I now have something that looks like checkbones!! I'm so amazed!! I'm to scared to get on a scale.. confession time:kiss I ate 4 croissants with jelly at 11:30pm *bad bad bad bad girl*:huytsao breakfast this morning oatmeal, water, banana nut bread (yuck) strawberries with slpenda!!:clap2: lunch half of double cheese burger cup of fries with green tea for my drink * I stopped eating when i felt like i had enough* 2 bottles of water and 1 green tea citrus by Lipton 80 cal dinner hot & sour soup with orange chicken???? (hope its not cat)

thickchickTEXAS

November 27, 2006

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20 DAYS TO GO..BRAKE IT DOWN NOW!!

I HAVE 20 DAYS TO GO IM EXCITED MORE SO READY TO GET THIS OVER WITH, I NOTICED THAT I STARTED SAYING TO MYSELF I WONT BE ABLE TO EAT THAT ANYMORE *I'M GOING TO CUT ALOT OF THING OUT OF MY DIET* SODA BREAD FRIED CHICKEN PASTA *NOT SURE HOW I'M GONNA DO IT* I'M HOOKED* CHIPS MIKE N IKE'S *GUMMY CANDY* WATCH OUT SIZE 16 HERE I COME BABY

thickchickTEXAS

February 13, 2007

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Lunch Time Says New Eating for Me

I decided after stuffing to breakfast burritos in my face at 7:30am that I cant began my new start by eating everything in sight! I will be eating salad "STARTING TODAY AT LUNCH"everyday until Saturday March 3rd, I'm gonna start my liquid diet that day and Sunday My surgery is Monday March 5th at 10am..... I have to apologize to my body for stuffing because I've been thinking of "The Last Meal"....I'm sorry Going to get protein drinks, popsicles, soups, this weekend and The Better Than Bullion stuff.. thanks for for listening.....

thickchickTEXAS

February 23, 2007

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I'm so READY....

To change my body I want the band 2006 As I think about the things that happend this year I cry & I laugh.. I lost my best friend I cry:phanvan :cry :cry :think I remember all the crazy things we did I laugh:kiss I look back at the things I will never do again I laugh :clap2: I set myself free of people that don't care about me I jump 4 joy!!!:scared: I got a promotion 1/06 I laugh:clap2: Getting ready to get another promotion 12/20/06 I'm nervous:o I accepted my calling into the ministry I laugh and Cry at that:) :D I have gained some new friends on here and I will always remember them for their kindness:D :scared: ;) Jesus is the reason for the Season!!!!

thickchickTEXAS

December 20, 2006

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Not sure how to say NO to certain things!! HELP

This morning from the Area Vice President of the Company Was offered cherry danish with butter, coffee 1 bottled water lunch ground meat with tomato sauce steamed carrots & broccoli I had a small bowl of soup clam chowder. half cup of orange soda Was offered 1:45pm APPLE PIE w/ water from my BOSS!!!!! HELP ME :help: :help: :help: :help: :help:

thickchickTEXAS

November 3, 2006

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Tuesday

I started with Praise and Worship all by myself!:clap2: Of course work was so busy But I got caught up.:faint: I had lunch with my new sista TammyJ hey girl!!! breakfast-bottled water lunch-soup :huytsao snack-jello/water with Crystal Light dinner-MORE SOUP with a mushy cracker!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:hungry: exercise:20 mins of very fast walking:nervous love you all thank you JESUS for YOUR everlasting LOVE for me!!!

thickchickTEXAS

March 13, 2007

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Menu has changed since 1st Fill

For some reason I was thinking since I had my first fill I was going to wake up 50 pounds lighter. I had to remeber that it's a process and that the 50 pounds will drop in time. I'm going to start weighing myself weekly to see my progress... Breakfast Half of Myoplex BAR YUCKY! YUCKY! never again Lunch 2 chicken nuggets Cup of Chili with crumbled crackers, sour cream, cheese Not hungry just Nervous Eating!!!!!!! Snack Carrots, black olives and celery sticks half piece of turkey Drinks Lite Lemonade dinner ????

thickchickTEXAS

April 17, 2007

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MARCH 5TH MY DATE WITH DESTINY

I GOT MY SURGERY DATE AND BOY AM I HAPPY ABOUT IT!!! IT REALLY HASNT BEEN A LONG WAIT NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT & NOW THAT I HAVE A SURGERY DATE THIS MONTH IS GOING TO FLY BY!! THANKS FOR ALL THE SUPPORT FROM THE PEOPLE HERE, YOU ARE VERY SPECIAL TO ME. SO I'M GOING OUT THIS WEEKEND TO GET A BLENDER, MEAURING CUP, SOUP, POPSICLES ETC. IF THERE IS ANYTHING ELSE I NEED LET ME KNOW

thickchickTEXAS

February 7, 2007

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mONDAY sUCKS!

Everyone should be off on Monday's my food intake was very small fruity trail mix for breakfast, lunch, late snack dinner was *i cant remember* yesterday was trail mix, water, mashed potatoes, dinner 1 hot link today Breakfast half of the the top part of a low fat muffin half of a slim fast protein drink half cup of cranberry juice lunch ?? Dinner ??

thickchickTEXAS

April 23, 2007

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MONDAY IS THE BIG DAY!!!

Monday is around the corner and I'm so ready, Going to meet with Surgeon and do preop blood work on Friday Liquid on Sunday Surgery Monday @ 10am I wont be back to post until March 12th but Im going to journal my honest feelings... Keep me in your prayers!!!

thickchickTEXAS

March 1, 2007

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STRESSING TODAY

WORK IS GETTING TO BE A BIT MUCH! TO MUCH IS GOING ON I'M BEING PULLED IN SO MANY DIRECTIONS I WONDER WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN WHILE IM GONE.....MAN THURSDAY IS MY LAST DAY 4 DAYS UNTIL SURGERY (NOT COUNTING TODAY) DEDRICK ????????

thickchickTEXAS

February 28, 2007

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