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So I had my sleep study done about 2 weeks ago, and I just got my report. It says I have severe obstructive sleep apnea--but I had only 2 obstructive events (the rest were hypopneas). They tried to do a CPAP trial, but I was too claustrophobic (and honestly, too exhausted to fight the fear.)
I was so stressed by this study. It was literally the worst night's (non) sleep of my life. Every dream was about being suffocated by the thing up my nose. I couldn't sleep in my normal position because of all the dooddads hanging off of me, and the pillows were like sinking in quicksand. Now, I'm afraid my surgeon is going to require a cpap before surgery. I get scared just thinking about it! I cried myself to sleep last night worrying about it. On the other hand, I don't want to fall unconscious after surgery because of low ox levels.
Help me think of what sort of questions I should be asking my surgeon about this. I really doubt that I'll be able to tolerate wearing a mask (I feel sick thinking about it) without doing some serious aversion therapy. On the other hand, I don't want to wait for my surgery--I've got a good window of time where it won't interfere with other obligations and would hate to have to give that up.
PS I know the mask won't actually kill me. But I seriously feel like it is going to. It's a primal fear and very difficult to overcome. I freak at the dentist for the same reason. And when I had my egd/colonoscopy a few days ago, the only truly terrible part was when they put this mouth-guard thing in right before they knocked me out.