I am not thinking clearly and so discussed that I am thinking of canceling my surgery on the 19th. Today was a horrible day. From the morning till I made it home tonight. Started with a flat tire, :-( got that fixed, then on the way to my daughter school the car ran hot :-( . Things calm down go pick up a cake and dinner and balloons for my parents anniversary:-). Get to parents house and my mom is crying tears of joy but she thinks its a bad thing. ( she has dementia) Talk to her get that under control fine. :-)Get call from my sister my she is at the hospital with my nephew he has stepped on a nail and had a seizure:-(. Go to hospital make sure things are ok. He is doing great now ♥♡:-). All to get home to find out my house was broken into trashed tagged the whole nine yards. :-(:-(:-(:-(:-( Call the police and go through all of that. Daughter is crying her things are stolen my things are stolen. So now we are completely starting over. Who does things like this. I worked hard for what we have and it hurts for someone to take it.

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Im so lost we are staying at my parents house tonight. I just needed to vent. Thanks for listening. :-)

So sorry to hear about what sounds like a horrible day. Just know that things will get better. I can understand how you're feeling and contemplating cancel surgery however take a moment to think about why you've gone thru this process and why you want this surgery. Don't let this day take away what you've worked for and wanted. This is just one day out of many. Don't let the person or persons who took you're belongings take away why you've wanted this surgery too. I wish you the best of luck and prayer for you and your family's safety. I hope things get better.

I am trying to stay prayerful and you are right not to give up after all the hard work.

Holy shit! I am so sorry you had such a rotten day. The break-in takes the cake. I can't imagine how upset and heartbroken you must be. I sure hope things get better, much better for you and your family. I'll keep you in my prayers!

What horrible, no good, very bad day!! Ppl can be so slimy! I hope your items are recovered and the burglars prosecuted. Prayers to you both.

You certainly did have a horrible day !!! But look on the bright side, tomorrow will be a new day, pick yourself up, dust yourself off and move forward and don't look back. Maybe look at ways to make your house more secure. Things can only go up from this point, you hit rock bottom already. Chin up

Thanks everyone. Im am currently looking for a new place to live. Holding my head up high pushing forward.

To everyone who wants to know I received a message from someone who asked me if I would send her my email and address that her and her family would like to help it I didn't mind hand me downs. :-). I don't mind. We need everything pretty much. And for those that are wondering I didn't have renter's insurance. :-(. Right now I am working on replacing everything I will for and after surgery. Thanks again anything else that you would like to know just send me a message

I am not thinking clearly and so discussed that I am thinking of canceling my surgery on the 19th. Today was a horrible day. From the morning till I made it home tonight. Started with a flat tire' date=' :-( got that fixed, then on the way to my daughter school the car ran hot :-( . Things calm down go pick up a cake and dinner and balloons for my parents anniversary:-). Get to parents house and my mom is crying tears of joy but she thinks its a bad thing. ( she has dementia) Talk to her get that under control fine. :-)Get call from my sister my she is at the hospital with my nephew he has stepped on a nail and had a seizure:-(. Go to hospital make sure things are ok. He is doing great now ♥♡:-). All to get home to find out my house was broken into trashed tagged the whole nine yards. :-(:-(:-(:-(:-( Call the police and go through all of that. Daughter is crying her things are stolen my things are stolen. So now we are completely starting over. Who does things like this. I worked hard for what we have and it hurts for someone to take it.

Im so lost we are staying at my parents house tonight. I just needed to vent. Thanks for listening. :-)[/quote']

I had same thoughts before my surgery, my husband had 3 heart attacks 1st on july 4 then , major one on july 5th, another on july 6th he was in ICU when last attack occured if that weren't enough he has kidney disease, so I thought to myself I will still get my surgery on july 22nd because its for me &my future its best tjing I ever done w/no regrets & husband is recovering along w/myself. So please don't let set backs change your having this surgery. .

Thanks im not im still going in on the 19th for surgery. :-)

Thanks im not im still going in on the 19th for surgery. :-)

Things will get better focus on yourself now.

I sure hope things start looking up for you soon!

Thanks so much it means a lot to me. #feelingloved♥♡♥♡