I'm winding down on my psych appointments and one of her assignments is to make a "bucket list". A list of all the things you'd like to do after you're healthy. I started mine today.

1. Be able to walk without being winded

2. Wear a single-digit clothing size and shop in the 'normal' clothing stores

3. Be able to live the normal life of a 21-year old, not being restricted by my size.

4.Go to an amusement park and not worry about weight restrictions or if I'll fit in the seat.

5. Go to Europe, on an airplane, and not have a seat belt extender.

those are a few. What are yours?

I want to try kayaking, and I want to be able to go to a movie theater to see a movie without being embarrassed because I can't quite fit into the seat.

Oh, and I want to be able to go to Fenway Park and sit anywhere, rather than having to get standing room only tickets!!!

I of course wanna be healthy but:

I want to be able to wear high boots!!! I have huge calves

I want not to be the biggest woman in the room at work

I want less anxiety when I fly ugh

I want to be in single digits in clothes so I can walk into any store and not be looking at jewelry

I want to wear a pair of VS undies. The hot ones

I want not to be thinking about what to wear in the summer to cover my arms and legs when it is 90 and I'm sweating like a pig (less of that would be nice too)

I want to go skydiving.... Wear a size 6..... Cut my hair short and look cute.....

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Oh, and I want to be able to go to Fenway Park and sit anywhere, rather than having to get standing room only tickets!!![/quote']

Yay, a Red Sox Fan!

I want to try kayaking' date=' and I want to be able to go to a movie theater to see a movie without being embarrassed because I can't quite fit into the seat.

Oh, and I want to be able to go to Fenway Park and sit anywhere, rather than having to get standing room only tickets!!![/quote']

Yay! A Red Sox Fan!!!!