Ok so I swear I have never been more disappointed in my self till today me and hubby watched Biggest Loser on netflicks for motavation to change what were doing and I realized I was bigger then every single person on there I started crying my heart sank :-[ even the really big guys were less then me and today I hit my breaking point! I don't know how I have gotten to this point ! Why haven't I done anything sooner? Why didn't I put down the fries and hamburger and go for the salad? Gosh lee I just want to be healthy and fit and be able to ride a roller coster try on clothes in the stores my friends are in and not just shop for accesories. I'm only 21 years old an at 288lbs some people don't gain that while 9 months pregnant and I'm sorry I'm ranting but I have to admit it feels good to get this all out.IF you read all this thank you and if you have any advice plesase share my heads down and I just need someone to talk to.

Oh Roxy! My heart sank reading your post. I am 1 week post-op and let me tell you, been there done that! It's so hard losing weight, its so easy to just keep doing what we are doing. Change is hard and uncomfortable. On a diet we can salad all day long but still want a hamburger and fries.... You are young and it sounds like you are ready for change. Start a daily and weekly goal. Drink 64 oz of water daily, eat one salad a day and portions, find an activity you enjoy, eat breakfast, and the more protein the better. Don't be hard on yourself and make your health your priority.

Sending you hugs!

Welcome to the family Roxy! Lift your head up high and know that you are on your way to whole new life. The journey is nothing short of astounding and we'll be there with you every step of the way. You're gonna love the new you!!!

Thank you guys i really needed that im doing a lot better i love this site because people like yall make me feel like im doing the right thing.

Again I am with DLCoggin! Your starting a journey that will Change everything! I am 2 weeks post op and down 30 lbs! Your gonna be here soon and while like with any journey there are speed bumps, hills if you will, you will come out a better, happier and mOre importantly healthier person. Never forget where you've been, always remember where your going! Hang in there girl, your time is comming!!

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Girl I feel your pain! Surgery next month and I'm 311 at 25 years old. After I had my daughter she is 2 now its been such a struggle to burn the fat. Just remember its an entire change if lifestyle and ur not the only one out there. Knowing u have to change is the first step"! Good Luck I'm here if u wanna chat

Thanks :-) its crazy befor I joined this site I thought I was alone but its crazy how many people feel they way I do and I get so much support and encouragement and I love it thank you :-)

Thanks :-) its crazy befor I joined this site I thought I was alone but its crazy how many people feel they way I do and I get so much support and encouragement and I love it thank you :-)

I completely understand. Im the youngest in my family and the biggest. I weigh more than my dad, my mom who had five kids! And my sister who had 2 and 3 kids. I really was depressed and felt like it happened so fast. It's not a easy process but you actually see the weight come off for once.

You are not alone. We are all in the same boat. You will be fine because now you have all of us to support you. This surgery will change your life. It's not going to be easy but it's one of the greatest tools to weightless. Good luck.

I can relate. Im so glad i decided to get the surgery and am excited for my life afterwards. Its depressing when you feel bad about who you are and know the only one to bpake is yourself. Keep your head up girlie. With hard work and dedication you can feel better. I know i do.