Planned a nice super with my family tonight, it was delicious and fun! However I felt disconnected, like I was secretly moving away from then and nesting inside to prepare for a whole new life starting tomorrow. I'm just headed to my Aunties house for some wine and potentially the biggest cry of my life, I'm feeling pretty sad but not depressed, it's all apart of grieving I imagine. I love my family, here's a pic of them:) Over and out! xo

Cry your heart out!!! Your ending a relationship. If you're like many of us, food has been your constant companion, what you turned to in hard times and how you celebrated good times. In a way you are losing one of your best friends. In the end, it's a good change, but still a very hard and stressful change. You'll do great but go ahead and cry it out

I am ready I think for my liquid diet Friday! I requested and had home fried chicken tenders from one of my friends! I am ready now! How are you doing on the liquid diet?

I'm on day 3 of my liquid diet. I'm hungry and have a bit of a headache, but it's not too bad. Luckily I only have to do this for 1 week. Surgery on Aug 8.

Nice family

Don't worry. I cry also the last time I ate rice now I don't miss it.

I'm so happy now with out pizza rice & fried food.

I'm feeling kind of the same way... Scared of what is to come. Worried about the changes. BUt, I have to remind myself that I felt the same way each day before I had one of my children. I have 4 kids and 3 were induced labors and I cried my eyes out the night before because I was scared of what was to come. Even with the last one when I knew my life would be blessed beyond belief! I start my liquid diet on Wednesday. I feel like each meal I eat is a "last supper" (or lunch or breakfast). BUT, I am so sure that this is what is best for me and my family in the long run. I have to remind myself that I am more important to my family than my food is to me.

Good Luck... Keep in touch!