Missed my flight...

[gonnaloseit8015 37]

I was scheduled to leave at 5:15 this AM and missed my flight... I'm always early to the airport whenever I travel and this time i took my time...got there 20minutes before boarding. i'm so mad at myself! Why must i do this to myself?! Self Sabotage...I guess. I called Samuel (the driver) and he was very nice about it. He said i'll be the last one to pick up. I'm on my way to San Diego now. I should be there by 2:00pm...at this point no turning back. This is real and i've gotta do this!!

[novam vitam 117]

I am the same way! My flight is at 6am tomorrow.... I have been worried all week!! I keep thinking Im going to fall and break a hip or something else crazy! The important thing is you are on your way! I will be there tomorrow morning barring any catastrophic events....

[gonnaloseit8015 37]

I am the same way! My flight is at 6am tomorrow.... I have been worried all week!! I keep thinking Im going to fall and break a hip or something else crazy! The important thing is you are on your way! I will be there tomorrow morning barring any catastrophic events....

You'll be fine! Just make sure you're at the airport in time! Hope to see you tomorrow!

[ProudGrammy 8,322]

missed my flight.. Self Sabotage..

gonnaloseit

sorry you went through an ordeal and missed your flight

buttttt....the point is you are up up in the air

ski is the limit

you will enjoy a happier, healthier, longer life with your new best friend the sleeve.

good luck

speedy recovery

[gonnaloseit8015 37]

[amytug 996]

Why the sad face?

Novam, I still don't know your face. And I'm still doing that too. "Maybe I'll get the flu, or bronchitus, maybe this snow won't stop (Missouri) and the flight will be delayed by days. Maybe maybe maybe what if I have an abnormally large liver dispite the preop, and they send me home?"

I should probably be on something for this.

[gonnaloseit8015 37]

The sad face is because i'm having major "aha" moments. With Grammy highlighting my "missed flight/ self sabotage" it's become so real to me that i'm obviously going to have to learn to deal with emotions i was covering up or suppressing with food. I'm realizing my obesity is much deeper than my love for carbs etc! Thank you for your words of encouragement Grammy!

[No game 14,436]

You just missed your flight, that's all!! Don't read to much into it! Get your butt there, do your surgery and get healthy, live your life and be happy!

Proudgrammy didn't mean it the way your taking it......SMILE you are on your way

Good luck to you!

Laura

[Kristina J. 581]

You just missed your flight' date=' that's all!! Don't read to much into it! Get your butt there, do your surgery and get healthy, live your life and be happy!

Proudgrammy didn't mean it the way your taking it......SMILE you are on your way <img src='http://www.bariatricpal.com/public/style_emoticons/<#EMO_DIR#>/smile.png' class='bbc_emoticon' alt='' />

Good luck to you!

Laura[/quote']

Couldn't agree more!!! You missed your flight!! It happens. I really don't think it's self sabotage!!!! If it was, you would have REALLY missed it Not missed it enough to get in by 2:00!! You're on your way and you're going to so great!! Yes, at some point we are all going to deal with our emotional baggage when we drop some of our physical baggage...

But... For me?! I'm late. A lot. Do you wanna know a big secret about why I'm late?!? Because I'm fat and lazy with very little energy!!! And I when I was down 100lbs, I was late a whole lot less!!!!!! Lol

Cut yourself a break!! This is a big deal and you're allowed a few mistakes along the way! Pick your chin up and quit feeling sorry for yourself. This is a GOOD day and we're all here cheering you on!!! Have a great trip and a wonderful surgery!! Keep us all updated on how you are feeling!!!

[gonnaloseit8015 37]

I totally didnt take Grammy's words the wrong way...i'm grateful! My eyes are opened! i've arrived in San Diego and I'm waiting for Samuel! Thank you all for your kind words! I'll keep you all posted!

[No game 14,436]

I know you didn't, Grammys the best

And awesome you made it. Good luck to you!

Laura

[gonnaloseit8015 37]

I know you didn't' date=' Grammys the best

And awesome you made it. Good luck to you!

Laura[/quote']

Thank you!!!

[No game 14,436]

Aww.. Pretty girl! I like your new picture!

[Newme4ever 12]

Good luck:) Yay to you !!! I hope you have a speedy recovery .

[gonnaloseit8015 37]

Aww.. Pretty girl! I like your new picture!

Awwww Thank you! I put it up so me fellow MiDoctor sleevers could recognize me! i haven't slept...excuse my under eye circles!