Gah! I was up at 4 today and then couldn't fall back to sleep- thinking about tomorrows surgery. Today work is getting the best of my (I have a very low tolerance for ignorance and arrogance). I just want to crash now- sooooo weepy :-'( ????????

**sigh** I KNOW hope is right around the corner.

HOPE IS!!!! Right around the corner! Surgery tomorrow! It will be a new day with a true new start!

What is your biggest fear from the surgery? I am scheduled the 20th of September...I am anxious & nervous at the same time. I am scared of the anethesia & pain afterwards but....Look forward to the future when I can actually do things again!!

I would do surgery again tomorrow, just for the few days off of work. hang in there.

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I felt all those same feelings. I am 4 weeks post op tomorrow and NO REGRETS. Its normal to feel sad, anxious nervous all at the same time but it really is a new beginning. The OR nurse told me I was the calmest patient she had ever seen, I told her because today is a do over day, you dont get many of those in life and this is mine. Yes, you will have some pain, its bearable. Get up and walk, its the best thing and after a couple of days you will feel so much better. good luck tomorrow JUSTINE13 and sending prayers your way.

Good luck tomorrow Justine......you will be fine!

The pain goes away so quick. I don't even remember it.. You'll do great the surgery is a piece of cake. Good luck.

What is your biggest fear from the surgery? I am scheduled the 20th of September...I am anxious & nervous at the same time. I am scared of the anethesia & pain afterwards but....Look forward to the future when I can actually do things again!!

Thank you everyone for your support. You have no idea what that means to me. Seriously- I acknowledge I'm a basketcase and it's not about after surgery- its all the prep and actually walking in if you can believe that. Then IV etc- you get what I mean.

Appreciate you all!! xxxx