The idea of it scares me. Maybe because I'm not sure what it all entails. My fear is I'll go in and cry and say how I grief ate when my dad died and I was 3 months pregnant. How with back pain (non weight related), I was unable to move right and got depressed and viscous cycle and stress and emotions and then "okay, you are crazy! No surgery for you! Get out of my office!"
But i know its just insecurity and fear of something I want/ need so badly slipping away.
The idea of it scares me. Maybe because I'm not sure what it all entails. My fear is I'll go in and cry and say how I grief ate when my dad died and I was 3 months pregnant. How with back pain (non weight related), I was unable to move right and got depressed and viscous cycle and stress and emotions and then "okay, you are crazy! No surgery for you! Get out of my office!"
But i know its just insecurity and fear of something I want/ need so badly slipping away.
So what is it like REALLY?