ellenmarie

2 hours and 45 minutes till I get to go home... Gonna crawl into bed and hopefully sleep the day away... feeling like crap and I have to be better by Tuesday or they won't do my fill...

2 more hours and I finally get to go home... Never gonna do 28 hours of OT in a week again... I am completely exhausted and want to die lol...

45 is a really good number. I will see on Tuesday how much if any that I have lost since surgery. I am sure that things will be fine that I am just over thinking the fill. We will both be on track soon enough

73 pounds in 7 months Super duper excited... 102 more to go... I LOVE MY BAND!!!!

Another day another dollar... Stuck at work till 0700... Can't wait for my days off have alot of unpacking to do...

another day in paradise... come on 0700... doctor's appointment got moved to the 9th... hope i start losing weight again...

Appt moved to the 13th... Think I need to find a doc that is closer to me... Getting harder to get up and see him...

Appt on the 29th... really needing a fill... think i am gaining... still not eating a lot but not excising as much because of my fibro... wth??? why can't everything work out for once...

appt went awesome... up to 5CC's now.... only lost 3 pounds but I was eating like a horse so it's ok... feeling restriction FINALLY!!!... don't go for another fill till the end of March bc I have to go to Santa Fe for 3 weeks for work... when is ur next appt?...

at work... boo... can't wait for my weekend... gonna start my new work out plan... wish me luck... hope to start toning up and lose some more inches...

At work... didn't sleep a wink today... stupid lupus... wondering if I am ever gonna start having good days again... Fill on Tuesday so excited...

Aww thanks for the encouragement! I can use all that I can get. Hopefully I hit the sweet spot soon.

Back work... I so hate graveyards... Have a fill next week... Then hopefully every other month or so after that till I hit the "sweet spot"...

Been a while since I have been on here... Lots been going on...

Been getting alot of headaches lately... Tried uping my water intake and it still isn't helping... Hope they go away soon

BOO work... Yay OT pay... Gonna be so busy the next 2 months... Hope I can stay on track...

debating eating... have not eaten since 3 this afternoon but really not hungry... hmmm wonder what's going on now...

Did you find out when your appointment is? Hope everything is going well.

doctor's appointment went ok... he is thinking i may not have lupus but he said i DEFINITELY have Fibromyalgia... i don't know which is the lesser of the the two evils... just gotta keep looking to the future and know that i will overcome this as well... just another tiny bump in the road known as my life...

doing ok. just got back from being in santa fe for 3 weeks. nervous about my appointment. sorry to hear about ur brother. is he ok?

don't be nervous about the fills they are not that bad... they get easier as the weight drops off... good luck

Early shift at work (WOOHOO!)... Still feeling horrible and the meds are not working... Hoping the weight loss will help with my joints...

feel like i was run over by a train... need to get better or i won't be able to get my fill on tuesday... why do i always get sick around fill times?...

Fill next week Hoping I am back on track with losing. Get so frustrated when I only lose a couple pounds. We'll see...

Fill on the 5th... It seems like I just had one... Come on green zone...