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Glad the maxalt helped Tina! you should gat a prescription from your doctor - they are the only thing that work for me - just sucks that they make me so lazy LOL. Bring on the competition girl!! -

Oh, Tamra - forgot to tell you - don't trip off 1 bad day - this is something you have to do for the REST OF YOUR LIFE so you have to be able to enjoy it! Just keep it to a minimum! Riley will tell ya - she thuroughly enjoys herself once in a while! Hope you're having a good time Jane

Mornig ladies - got a busy "family" day today so I won't be around much HAD SO MUCH FUN YESTERDAY After I left you gals I walked the outlest & vacaville then went to see my tragic friend. Hung with her & her daughter for a while - didn't get home till 11:00pm! tired! How you feeling Teena Marie? Glad the pill worked for you - I couldn't remember if I told you not to swallow it or not - but to let it dissole under your tongue - i don't have your phone number to call you and tell you that LOL. Anyway that sleepy you were feeling was from the pill. I usually hafta take two them I'm down for the count! DONNA YOU ARE THE WOMAN! April better watch out or she may not get her job back LOL. Loving those tiny legs of yours. what a handsome man you got! Handsome and sweet - so hard to come by! April I so enjoyed your company - please keep in touch with us and you got my number - USE IT! Pammie - love talking to you too - you got more spunk than you give yourself credit for! seriously, though ladies, I am the last person you want to be like LOL i have ISSUES! LMAO Auds, love you girl - we should hang more often. Jes - glad you had a nice date with your hubby! we all need to do that once in a while! What thrift shop does your daughter find Ture Religion jeens in? I need a piar for my niece in a size 3 - lemme know if you see any hahaha, Michaela - feel better! Sorry your friends are flakes but happy you & your mom got to join us! Pearls - woo hoo! you're on your way and don't worry about your husband - mine can be a butt too but this is all about US! MollyMai - welcome back! don't stay away so long next Heather - have I told you lately how great you look? Seriously - wish I could be more like you! ALL THESE COMPLIMENTS GIRLS - YOU ARE SO DARN GOOD FOR MY EGO!!!!!!!! Gott run - TTL

Thanks Riley Jane! It's a big deal to me too - been many years but I'm having that image distortion thingy cuz I'm having a hard time believing it - I feel 230lbs still LOL Have a great trip!!

Darn you Jes, now i gotta get on macy's! I FINALLY got this ticker thing figured out - I was using the wrong code! Gotta use the bbcode not the HTML code - grr

I believe riley is in oregon reggie - what about you girlfriend? I also believe heather said she'd be there too

I said Id be there!

guess i'm a little late with the well wishing for Mike - CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, this ticker thingy is stressing me out! I can't get it to show my starting weight or my current weight or goal weight - grrr~! Nicole, my dad use to get heart burn really bad and the only thing that worked for him was a little baking soda in water....? worked really good for him. Tamra - sorry about the raise - next time! dn't let it get you off track. Jes - I got a body pillow! Had it for a long time and love it. I like to sleep on my side and since I'm so round it keeps me from rolling LOL. Thanks Tina & Nicole for the encouragement but i really don't know where I lost it from??? My husband doesn't either - said he thinks my clothes are just stretched out LOL. Pammie - that was a total date! I still say dump him - he's too confused or something! Went to the movies to see inglorious bastards - it was ok. some funny moments but kinda stupid funny - you know what i mean? Mike - hope you get the job homeboy (nicole pass that along would ya?) Donna - so curious what you got going on tomorrow!

Good luck pammie - we want updates ASAP!

I made a ticker but can't get the damn thing on my siggy! obviously I'm doing it wrong - there are a few different codes to use - i'm using the HTML one - is that right? so where do I put it on my siggy?

Morning all - Riley - i'm not doing atkins shakes, I love real food waaaayyy too much. Have fun in Oregon. I'll be at kaiser Pt West at 10:00 am with my walking shoes on and ready to eat after! Nicole - got some applebottom capri's for you - size 10. I got them form my RNY friend that is back up to 14/16 - so sad! Ok - so I'm afriad to say this because I'm not sure how accurate it will be - don't want to jinx it!! Besides, looking at the pic of me at Reggies i don't see how it's possible!!! I haven't weighed myself since last Saturday morning - then I was 200.6 - since then I haven't exercised or been eating so great - i pigged out at Reggies - had leftover sweet potatoes the next night - made fauxtatoes and ate on them for dinner two nights in a row - mind you I make them with full cream (less carbs) and real butter - just a tad! Anyway - I jumped on the scale today to see how bad it was going to be worried about my appt on the 31st - this morning my scale said 198.6 (twice!)- WTF? How can that be right?

works for me nicole! I'll wear my tennies

I'm afraid to stop posting and log off - I don't trust myself tonight. I need to get back on track for real - struggling - gotta get back into my exercise routine - I've only been walking 5,000 steps and not aerobically! I warned you guys I'm a slacker! I blame it on the maxalt LOL

Nicole - it's latin, Roman Catholic - in the name of the father, the son and the holy spirit... Just what my parents use to say when it was time for prayer.

Donna - you got your suit ready?

Ok, really time to wash up and go to bed because now i want to eat - and not just anything - The yellow cake with chocolate frosting my niece made - Pray for me... in namane padre, et fili, et spiriti santo.... Amen!

Jes, you deserve a day off! enjoy it. Yeah, Teenie, I'm done - my savings is dwindling and i can't take any chances of my little nest egg getting used all up! Not in this economy!

I really haven't Tina - The only thing really wrong with me is the Asthma, allergies (dust & pollen - normal things) and migraines - everything else is just a symptom of my munchousen sydrome LOL or is it a byproduct of my hypocondriac-ism - you name it, i think i got it! however, my doctor can't ever seem to find it - he is surprised at how healthy i am given that I am so morbidly obese. hahahaha. You know, I think i need one of Analynn's wuuuuu saaaaa's:w00t: Tina - I don't think I'd have a hard time giving them up too! How did Machaela handle it? Nicole - i am going to rekey ALL my cars - i can't afford to take care of my brothers family anymore:thumbup:

Ooh, lets see if kaiser has some sort of two for one rate! I'd be willing to bet they're ugly as sin - just like my asthma one my parents got me way back when

guess i'm getting a little cranky! maybe just a little bitter about the 400.00 I gotta pay tomorrow to pick up my car that I never drive. i think the bariatrics people are loosing thier bedside manner! They are use to the 90% drop out rate & of the 10% that stay, 30% of those fail and they are geared towards that instead of the 10% surgery completion rate and of that 10%, 70% success rate.

you are too cute jes - you are too tiny to tip over LOL. because of the band they can't put a tube down your throat - at least not blindly so you're suppose to have a medical alert bracelet that says "no blind ng tube". it's in the binder for the RNY patients so I asked liz about it and she said yes! we need to have one and they will go over it with us on the 3rd. oh sweet jeasus! I waited too long to bathe! my niece just got in the shower - grrrr! I only have 1 bathroom. See, realistically, we bought this tiny 1 bedroom house because it was suppose to be just ME AND MY HUSBAND! but now I got my brother, his two kids AND HIS EX WIFE living here. I actually told my sister in law that my husband and i were thinking about moving out/renting a 1 bedroom apt just for us and let them make the mortgage payments. She's been driving my celica for the last few months with a broken wheel baring - I asked my brother if it would do more damage for her to keep driving it like that and he said NO! I kept telling her I needed to get it into the shop - FINALLY, she said it's making a loud noise and parked it - took it to the shop and because it was driven around so long while needing the wheel barings done, it broke the hub - so now that 200.00 repair has just turned into 400.00 - DID ANY OF THEM OFFER TO HELP PAY - ABSOLUTELY NOT! It's time they started to pay some rent or bills around here though - for real!

You are crazy nicole! way too many animals to keep track of! go to bed!

one last thing - I was just taking my calcium and it finally clicked in my little brain what liz was saying about the vitamins! You have to take the calcium twice a day because no matter what the dosage is, your body will only absorb 500mg at one time and discard the rest - so we have to wait for the 1st 500mg to be absorbed, then take another 500mg. That's why twice a day and not once - often I don't make sense when I'm tired so if any of you want me to rephrase when I'm coherent just let me know

really gotta bathe now - gettin sleepier. Night ~~