AzKim1

Hi everyone, I just joined this blog because I too need help. I already feel like a failure and don't like it one bit. After reading through some of these it doesn't sound like I'm alone and I pray this will get better. I had the band 6 weeks ago (Oct 24th). I've had one fill and go for another Dec 15th. I would love for them to just shut it down. I would rather have too much than not enough. I don't like that I can eat just like I could before and no weight has come off because of it. Sorry if I'm feeling sorry for myself but honestly if I could do everything that the DR says I'm supposed to I wouldn't have had the surgery. I did expect it to be almost a cure all. Is this really that normal in the beginning? I pray I'm not one of the statistics that doesn't make it, not to mention I financed the whole thing. Thanks for listening. I'll continue to read and share for any glimmer of hope.