Since being unbanded (2/3/06) I've gainded 25 ugly pounds. I hate myself, I'm embarrased in front of my family. I cringe when they look at me. I think about losing it 24 hours a day while I'm pigging out on chips, peanut butter cups, etc. Please God help me gain control of myself.
Yesterday I ate:
sausage & eggs
Sun chips
coconut cake
peanut butter cups
BBQ ribs
sun chips
peanut butter cups.
Why do I buy these things? IF they are'nt in the house I won't eat them. I won't make a special trip to get them. I buy them when I'm shopping for other things. How can I stop myself?:angry
May 8,2006
in Honey123's Journal
A blog by Honey123
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Since being unbanded (2/3/06) I've gainded 25 ugly pounds. I hate myself, I'm embarrased in front of my family. I cringe when they look at me. I think about losing it 24 hours a day while I'm pigging out on chips, peanut butter cups, etc. Please God help me gain control of myself.
Yesterday I ate:
sausage & eggs
Sun chips
coconut cake
peanut butter cups
BBQ ribs
sun chips
peanut butter cups.
Why do I buy these things? IF they are'nt in the house I won't eat them. I won't make a special trip to get them. I buy them when I'm shopping for other things. How can I stop myself?:angry