daqui26

im upset with myself today. this is such a life changing experience. im snacking more and its not from hunger. im facing the issue head on and trying to get my complete focus back. i knew this would be hard and im harder on myself. i want to hit 245 by valentines day and i know it will not happen if i keep hurting myself. sigh...i will have the success i want.

:thumbup: i'm starting my pre-op today. im actually not supposed to start until july 9 but i decided to try it early for a few days. i went to gnc and i've finally found a protein drink that tastes ok. i can drink it without dreading it, lol.

this is my first blog so i hope this becomes a habit for me.