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Hi my name is Maria I'm 37 years old and I'm from England. I have been seeing a consultant regarding getting banded for nearly two years. My next appointment is tommorow. The reason it's taking so long is because I have a kidney disease called nephrotic syndrome. My kidney consultant doesn't think there will be any problems with being banded and even if there are they can easily take it out. Just wondering if anyone has been banded with the same condition or anything similar ? For the last week I've been so weepy because I know tommorow is crunch time and I'm so scared he's going to say no. I have two lovely little boys and a fab husband but it's not enough. I'm sick of people saying you have such a pretty face (don't you hate that !!!) they can't understand why I want it done. I feel like my life is passing me by especially not being able to run around with my boys and having no energy. For the last three months I have been treated for sleep apnea and now wear a cpap mask. I hate it but I know I need to get the sleep apnea under control. I'm sorry for ranting on. Would love a bit of advise as I don't feel I can talk to anyone. Maria XXXX:sad: