I've been eating terrible since yesterday. I know I have my first NUT appt this next wed, but I didn't really think I was going to do a food funeral. It's like everything I know I won't be able or shouldn't eat, I'm eating. Not cool. Got to get a handle on myself.
I know the feeling! Sometimes it's like your mind/body is deliberately sabotaging you before you even get started! Maybe it might help to make a list of things that are really worth it, so you can narrow down the types of food you are eating.
