journeymeh

he sounds insecure. :/

I'm so sorry. I was married and when I
stopped getting attention I found out another woman was! I left him and divorced him.
I hope you find hsppiness

he sounds insecure. :/

he sounds insecure. :/

yep sounds like you are doing too much and pulled the muscle that's been stitched. I was up coughing last week and that bothered my sites. I rested all weekend and finally am able to move around a little bit. rest!! do not do anything

I can't figure out how to tag you, but anyway things are great now. we have divorced and I no longer have to deal with his manipulation and emotional abuse. I no longer walk on eggshells in my own home.
I am a full time student at community college. my 2 yr old daughter lives with me and my parents.
I agree with everyone- get a personal bank acct and deposit your check there. stop begging for his attention. contact a lawyer. take pictures of his conversations with the other women. you've been married 25 years you should be able to get spousal support . you deserve happiness! it is tough but you will thank yourself and ask yourself why you waited so long to leave.

I puréed some chili and ate 2 oz. it took me a while. like 40 mins. I was really just licking the spoon. it wasn't good at all and maybe that's why too lol.
thanks everyone for your comments!!

I can't figure out how to tag you, but anyway things are great now. we have divorced and I no longer have to deal with his manipulation and emotional abuse. I no longer walk on eggshells in my own home.
I am a full time student at community college. my 2 yr old daughter lives with me and my parents.
I agree with everyone- get a personal bank acct and deposit your check there. stop begging for his attention. contact a lawyer. take pictures of his conversations with the other women. you've been married 25 years you should be able to get spousal support . you deserve happiness! it is tough but you will thank yourself and ask yourself why you waited so long to leave.

Eighteen year old boy, hell. I am still this way, I was married to an ice cube. Things started well, then we got married and sex turned into a semi yearly event. In fact I can tell you when both my children were conceived as we had not had sex for months before, or after she got pregnant. My oldest daughter was a birthday gift..... My youngest was a Thanksgiving treat. I know what you are going through and feel badly for you. Both my wife and I remained faithful until after the divorce was over. Lol and she has remained celibate since then as well.
Sex is an important part of a relationship, it's the most intimate moments of a marriage. (Okay it can be, or it can be a carnal episode that leaves you both drenched in sweat, panting, and feeling full of joy)
Personally, I thank god everyday for free internet porn! But then again, I am a guy, it does not take much to arouse me, a picture, a webpage, a change in temperature, wind direction change, the sun rising or setting, a fly outside the window, lol.....
Best to talk this out, these are the kinds of unsaid things that unravel a marriage.
I wish you luck! And if you happen to find yourself in NH...... lol Just Kidding, I don't mess with married women, it's against my personal code.