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Status Updates posted by BLERDgirl
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I know I don't post often. Year 2 is where the real work comes in. I've gain, 20. lost 15/ Had a cancer scare and am now dealing with the flu. Overall I'm doing well, just taking these few hiccups as they come. The challenge is rebounding and getting back to the gym after each hiccup. It just doesn't leave much online time.
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Just a quick drive by. The second year has been much harder mentally than my first year. I've bounced between +/- 5 10 lbs of my current weight, in large part due to stress. Not an excuse, just a fact. Dealig with a new & hopefully minor health issue at the moment. i'm just focusing on surviving 2016., and moving on to 2017.
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Thanks for checking in. My second year has been hard as well. Rebooted yesterday. Gonna try to make this worth it! Still over 200 lbs down, just have had a bit of a setback. I won't use the word stall. I think 10 months without losing because I've let my lifestyle out of control does not equal a stall! This is all on me! Hoping to ring in my 2nd anniversary right! (12/17!)
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I have crazy addictions! Some eat when bored, I shop. Pre WLS I would go shopping when bored. I loved buying pretty clothes, shoes and makeup. Since I'm still losing I'm not buying clothes, but I still buy makeup. I'm currently going through another indie brand phase. I just bought 5 tubes of lipstick! I need a 12 step for beauty addiction.
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Going to switch up my eating a bit. I'm not going to worry about hitting 100 gms of protein. I want to see what eating between 75 -100gms will do.
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@Djmohr - thanks for sharing that info about 1 gram/1 inch. I will adjust to that for a while. I agree about going NO carb totally.
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Just realized that having hot coco in the evenings is a bit of a trigger for me. Guess I'll stick with herbal tea.
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I hope tat doesn't happen with me. It is the one satisfying thing for me and helps me unwind at the end of the day. I tried tea and it wasn't doing it for me. This tea doesn't have sugar, and it has a nice chai taste, it can be a satisfying evening drink, black with no sweetener http://www.nowfoods.com/Slender-Chai-Tea-24-Tea-Bags.htm.
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Today's NSV - work up this morning and just wanted to stay in the bed. It's damp and rainy, I wanted to snuggle under the covers. However this is a big gym day. 9 am aquafit, then 11 am silver sneakers. So I got up & made both classes. By 1 pm as I was running errands I realized how good I felt and I was really happy I got my self up and went. Some days you just have to push through your natural inclination. Otherwise you never change old habits.
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Today is the anniversary of my hysterectomy. I was terrified that the cancer would be beyond correcting. Thankfully it wasn't. However, I just realized that means I am finally at a weight that I haven't seen in a dozen years.
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First cold since being sleeved and my body is reacting weirdly.
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I gave myself a non food related treat! I got my daith and helix piercings. Now I going shopping for some cool body jewelry.
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A good friend just told me I need to throw out my old sweats. She said they aren't baggy, they are just plain old too big.
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Having a blast shopping my closet. I was having a bit of a panic about not being able to shop this year. Once I realized it makes no sense to buy clothes I won't get to wear again, I went into the closet and got creative. Discovered shoes and a dress I literally haven't worn in years.
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Feeling stressed lately. I know the reasons why (many). The difference is I am not giving in to comfort foods. I have made plans to better cope instead. So right now I am planning to stop in to a few support groups and change my workout routine. The next person who even *thinks* this is the easy way out will get punched soundly in the face. I am working my butt off for this.
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Note to self: Do not have steel cut oats for breakfast AND a kale salad for lunch. For reasons....
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Both meals were sooo good! I found these organic precook steel cut oats by Pacific. Not a bunch of junky ingredients. I hate cooking steel cut oats at home because they take so long. These were delish! Then I bought this kale salad because I was out with my sibling and they ordered a meatball sub from Wawa. I added an egg and a bit of cheese for more protein. Again delish. Just didn't occur to me the combined effect of the 2. Let's just say I felt "cleansed" after that.
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Today was the first time I could see the difference in my face without comparing it to old pictures. It's nice to not have to work so hard to create cheekbones & contours with makeup because you can actually see your real cheekbones.
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@dhrguru - Trying not to go all out on holiday collections.
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It's soup season. Making a orca bean & forbidden rice soup in the crock pot.
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Totday's NSV: putting on an old par of sweatpants and having them fall completely down. Just added them to the Goodwill pile
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So weird to see the extreme version of a medical condition you have on Grey's Anatomy. I even called the dx before the interns.
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That's the one I have a pituitary adenoma. Symptom are giantism and weight gain and elevated prolactin levels. They didn't mention the prolactin on the show though. I've had counted MRI's to monitor it. They also tried meds twice to shrink it. Now they just watch & check growth with blood test and MRI's. As long as it's not growing we aren't going to surgery since that can be pretty gnarly. I didn't get the giantism, only the weight gain.
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At first it was. Your pituitary is crazy small. About the size of a lima bean. My tumor is about the size of a small pea. Meds made me sick and didn't really shrink it so as long as I'm asymptomatic we just watch it. I've had it since 2002 and I've probably had 30 head MRI's since. They also monitor my vision because if it grows it can press on your optic nerve and cause blindness.
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I do not want to go to the gym tonight! I want to crack open this bottle of wine and watch Empire instead.....but I'm going to the gym anyway.
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What's with all the Debbie Downers lately? So many folks posting about what they can't do.
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SO MANY CLOTHES! Trying to purge and I never realized how much clothing I had ! Suits for work I never wore, still with tags on them. Dresses I paid hundreds for. So much stuff never worn, still with tags. I have quite and active social life so I have everything from casual to formal wear. Feeling really overwhelmed by the sheer volume of it all.
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Special snowflakes that post a question and then get mad at the responses crack me up
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Having a unpleasant circle jerk of a day. Time to remember my NSVs. For the first time in a very long time I and under 350lb. I can also fit into a regular chair with arms .
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Just took my bike in for a tune up today. I haven't ridden in close to 10 years. I'm surprised it's still in good shape.! I 'm l'm also having them switch to the fancy new seat I won. Can't wait to take it for a spin!
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Tried to go off ZyrtecD. It took 3 days to have an uterica outbreak. I guess it's not in remission just controlled with meds. Need to look into long term effects of Zyrtec.