Sytrohs

I'm sorry you've been through so much. Trust that things will get better for you. Hang in there and try to find a support group. I had my surgery 12 years ago. I clearly remember my first day home and thinking. "What have I done to myself?" My sister was there to encourage me. She had gone through surgery 6 months prior. She said, "It will get better. I promise." It did. I would do it again. My only regret is that I didn't do it sooner. I was 51.