hellokitty

Arrr thank you :-)

I have recently been put on thyroid tablets, and have heard this May effect something of chances of getting a op...is this true? My heart wil break I it is...

I won't give up, but in the moment of feeling like crap I thort y am I even bothering...the usual horrible stuff...but after awhile I remember I will and I can be happy...good luck for ur self also Hun and thank u xxx

So today I went the 'dreaded' clothes shopping...Christ I wish I was smaller! My sister bought the dress I loved cuz I cudnt fit into it, even tho I was soo jealous..I was supportive and told her to buy it as it looked lovely in it...she's a 22 while I'm a size 32....I can't wait for my opp and new life.....I'm saying this now as earlier today I went thru a depressive stage where I felt so unhappy with myself and life...my seminar is in September :-( I want the ball to roll quicker...taking orilstat and regular exercise just isn't working as quick as I wud like...hmmm :'(

Oooo that wud great...well done u...can't wait to be in that position xx

:-) that's a great idea for a top xx and thank u xx

Thank you..It just came to my head when I was filling in my forms of why choose to have surgery...I kept thinking of a friend who just dissed me...I have tried pretty much all to loose and unfortunately my weight doesn't seem to shift...am sure I will encounter more problems with myself but I try to look at the outcomes and how my life will change hugely..xx

Is it wrong that my reasons for surgery include things like; I want to wear dresses and fit into normal clothes instead of plain bland clothes...that I want to go on holiday and actually fit into rides instead of doing the walk of shame :-( *for a teen that was very heart aching* I felt the shame on myself and my partner...I would love! To be able to have a good sex life with me being Abit more flexible...and I really really!! Want to wipe all of those people's faces in it who have bullied me/not fancied/never friends with the fat kid or even just consider hey let's ask her out for a night out........it may seem shallow but at 21 and the size I am it's a huge life block..as it is for most (plz dont get me wrong)..I just want to be able for the first time fit into nice smal clothes and to be healthy me again... :-)

Awe hope they fly by for me...my seminar is in September..I know I should be patient but I just would love a 'normal' life back...xx

I'm 21 :-)