So today I went the 'dreaded' clothes shopping...Christ I wish I was smaller! My sister bought the dress I loved cuz I cudnt fit into it, even tho I was soo jealous..I was supportive and told her to buy it as it looked lovely in it...she's a 22 while I'm a size 32....I can't wait for my opp and new life.....I'm saying this now as earlier today I went thru a depressive stage where I felt so unhappy with myself and life...my seminar is in September :-( I want the ball to roll quicker...taking orilstat and regular exercise just isn't working as quick as I wud like...hmmm :'(