So today I went the 'dreaded' clothes shopping...Christ I wish I was smaller! My sister bought the dress I loved cuz I cudnt fit into it, even tho I was soo jealous..I was supportive and told her to buy it as it looked lovely in it...she's a 22 while I'm a size 32....I can't wait for my opp and new life.....I'm saying this now as earlier today I went thru a depressive stage where I felt so unhappy with myself and life...my seminar is in September :-( I want the ball to roll quicker...taking orilstat and regular exercise just isn't working as quick as I wud like...hmmm :'(

I totally understand where you are coming from. I have to loose 34pounds before I can even see my surgeon again for my second appointment. I have been dieting like crazy but I feel like its moving so slow!! I just hope and pray its not all for nothing. I still have to go through the insurance stuff. So fingers crossed I can hit my goal soon and get the ball rolling! Good luck on getting your ball rolling too!! Don't give up or get discouraged!!

I won't give up, but in the moment of feeling like crap I thort y am I even bothering...the usual horrible stuff...but after awhile I remember I will and I can be happy...good luck for ur self also Hun and thank u xxx

Hang in there, this is a hell of a process and I felt the same way you have, just stay focused on the end and you will make it.

I agree with others... And I had precisely the same thoughts. Indeed, stay focused on your goals and imagine that soon you'll get that dress and will look amazing in it!!!