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I love u guys. I don't know what I would so without this outlet

I have to tell y'all..I fought a major head hunger issue tonight. I did my 1st inpatient shift on a hospice floor. I had 2 pts die within 35 min from each other and was super stressed cause the 2nd died 58 min after he was admitted on my floor. I know I'm a food addict!! I can't hide my hurt and any stress in something to taste so good it relieves me anymore. I never admitted I'm a addict. I seriously wanted to run by sonic or somewhere and have a milkshake. I wanted chocolate! It almost got me but I had to allow myself to just mourn that part of me that's gone. That's it or I end back where I started. Trying to stay focused and kick the blues away and hope to see the scale move again soon. Thanks for listening

Mama make sure u get some rest too. Glad your baby is doing well.

Good luck!!

Thank u! If I come to pcola lowes I will let u know so we can say hi! I've been in there a few times. Hubby use to live at hope depot it seemed.

Come on! Jan works for me!

Congrats and good luck today!!

Thank u

This post made me think..my hopes..to get back where I'm comfortable in my skin again. To not follow the path that was looking inevitable with diabetes and heart disease and just so much more like the rest of my family. To kick to the curb my sleep apnea and never have to use that unsexy cpap machine again!! To make my son proud of me as his mom and also show him how to take better control of his life when there are chances to improve upon something. I want this to work with all my heart! I'm stalled right now but don't think I can just throw in the towel. Good luck! Hope all your hopes and dreams do come true.

8 wks post op tomorrow and I've lost 32lb. Have stalled at week 5 and this last week. Doesn't feel weight is ever gonna come off. I'm following to a T now the plan..before I think I wasn't having enough carbs and calorie intake. This time idk tho..I'm doing it all the way I should.

I wish sincerely she would go away. She's wearing me down this time. Ugh..after surgery it's like it's coming with a vengeance.

Thanks for all the encouragement. I do think its cause I have a moment to look up with my kiddo gone. I'm still working alot between my 1 day with peds and working hospice. I just feel off kilter a bit. Tomorrow makes 8 weeks and I feel I should have done a bit better than I have.

Need some prayers today..in not sure if its pms or what but I'm seriously fighting moodiness and I wouldn't say depression but just feeling down. I'm missing my kiddo who has been gone 2 weeks now and has a few more weeks to go. I've hit this wall weight wise and I've done it all right. Idk but I just feel like I need some me time. Having just feelings like I'm stretched thin and I'm not totally sure why cause things are actually a tad slower since my kiddo went out to visit his grandparents. Hoping the husband gets his bandages and stitches out tomorrow and back to mobility. It's kinda no fun feeling like I'm doing it all.

Cool!

Hi! I live in Navarre. I used Dr Friedman @ baptist. Did u have your surgery locally?

Yes and before surgery! I have a clotting disorder so I did 2 weeks before surg and afterwards. It wasn't fun but it was the safest thing for me and I'm glad I took every precaution and it ended up well.