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if a man didnt want me or look at me pre surgery ill be DAMNED if i want them looking at me now.
and if my husband dared to say "but you look so good now...." i looked good ALWAYS.
surgery wasnt for looks at all for me. my ego was always huge lol

Ok as most of y'all know I've been stuck for awhile and been fluctuating between 168-178 well 176 on Monday when I went for a check up! Well awhile ago I posted a pic of me in a pair of jeans that fit but were so tight I couldn't stand up an take a pic they were size 13 non stretchy jeans (I wear a size 12 in stretch) but I haven't been able to wear these jeans since I bought them small on purpose! Well I've been hitting the gym big time...sometimes twice a day and I got curious and decided to try them on today....note my periods have been all over the place so I'm thinking that's why my weight is all over the place! And right now I'm still on my period so I can only imagine how well they will fit when aunt flow is finally gone but I had to show you all!! I'm beaming right now!! SN: I'm finally loosing my hips!!!
1st pic is of me the 1st time I put the jeans on size 13 non stretch and they are the brand that is made small!

I lost 22 pounds so far 1 week post op
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I find I categorize people a bit now....there are the ones who loved and supported me when I was huge.....and there are those that criticized me for being big and said I wasn't worthy of their time.....the first group has my undying loyalty and I just pray that the second group has God to remove the ugliness from their hearts....people battle drug and alcohol and addictions and yet are still supported more and encouraged more then big people....we were looked at as fat, lazy and often times complacent....now we are Champions and everyone wants to be around a champion just be careful about who you let into that circle....
Onyx

if a man didnt want me or look at me pre surgery ill be DAMNED if i want them looking at me now.
and if my husband dared to say "but you look so good now...." i looked good ALWAYS.
surgery wasnt for looks at all for me. my ego was always huge lol

if a man didnt want me or look at me pre surgery ill be DAMNED if i want them looking at me now.
and if my husband dared to say "but you look so good now...." i looked good ALWAYS.
surgery wasnt for looks at all for me. my ego was always huge lol

i initially did my whey Protein (body fortress from Walmart vanilla) with Decaf coffee...ICED.
you literally CANNOT taste it.
everything is going to taste crappy untill you get it all out of your system.
I hated everything for 3 weeks ..misery. Now my favorites are salads and greek yogurt.... its amazing. woulda never eaten this stuff before.
greek yogurt when you get approved for it is awesome with splenda, tastes just like regular and you get a lot of Protein.< /p>

if a man didnt want me or look at me pre surgery ill be DAMNED if i want them looking at me now.
and if my husband dared to say "but you look so good now...." i looked good ALWAYS.
surgery wasnt for looks at all for me. my ego was always huge lol

ive found th only way i can even come close to tolerating Protein is in ice cold Decaf coffee with ice an splenda. NO taste....NO grit.