VAMP

So, my surgery is in four hours. 5:30 am 14 May. I really should be resting, but I can't. First, I got up 2:00am 13 May for the nine hour to the hospital. I slept for three hours, and been up since then. I been trying relax, but I can't do it. I'm a little anxious, because of excessive scare tissue, it might not be done. However, I'm sure what to expect if it is. Like, why I'm I really doing this? I fought for over a year w/insurance and being in compliance, now it's here and I'm questioning myself. Has anyone else had these random thoughts prior to surgery? Guess I'll try to rest for four hours, please post any comments. Thank you, VAMP

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Heyyy, CoverGirl I most diffidently can relate. My date is the 14, it seems so long away. I rejoiced when after two years insurance issues, wait lists, different surgeons/programs.., the time is here! BUT, now what?! This is a big step for us, it's a lifestyle change. I signed in to see if anybody felt the same too. For me, I'm changing but not my stressors. I'm hoping to replace "comfort foods" with physical activities. i.e. yoga, Water aerobics, something productive. I planned on doing the same as Denise as mental pick me up. We did it, we made it through the classes, the psy test etc.., So please don't be fearful, feel victorious and fearless-as your name suggests you are. Please update me when can. ~Take care