NeverBeTheSameAgain

Judy, Im so glad u had the guts 2 address this. I WANT 2 EAT ALL OF MY FAVORITES, & its a constant battle in my head. My mind is saying EAT IT but my stomach is saying U BETTER NOT. I cant lie I have tried somethings & my stomach was very upset with my choices. This surgery should come with a brain zap that makes u forget all of the things u use 2 eat, so we wouldnt have 2 go thru this WORLD WAR within ourselves. I am glad I got this surgery & it will save my life but this is the HARDEST thing I ever had 2 do. This is NOT the easy way out!

Congratulations on the weight lost. That is exactly how I was & I was even being mean to other ppl just bcuz they could eat & I couldnt BUT whn I went 2 the hospital 4 my surgery after 10 days on the liquids I had lost 13lbs...then it all becaome so worth it. 8lbs is hugeeeeeeee think about all the weight coming off just like that. BE ENCOURAGED!

Giiirrrrrrrrrl!! You broke me down. I was so moved by your story and your strength to finally get out of that situation. You are now showing your boys an example of how a man should treat a woman. I really appreciate you sharing this and being a living witness to someone that needs to here your story to save them from their current story. Kudos! I can't wait to here about your progress!!

All I can say is GOD IS ABLE, He did NOT let me die in that situation & bcuz of that I had 2 let that story go & yes I said that story cuz it aint mine no more....Im working on a NEW story & a best seller at that.

Im just like u smjuroska, I have to be in control...I was calling ppl like I worked for the doctor. Iwas having things sent 2 me & I faxed it 2 the doc cuz to me I feel like they take their time bcuz its not for them...I said hey this is life or death for me & I dont have NO time 2 waste. My good thing is, I will be sleeved monday June 3rd & I am SOOOOO ready...its been a long time coming

Hugs back and thank u...it feels so much better 2 get this out. When I go into MY surgery, its going 2 be about me & no negativity can enter that O.R. so thats y I put this out here. Thanks 4 reading my story

lord loving this story!

Ummmmm Ummmmm Ummmmmm! A life like that will take a toll on your health and well being. Can not wait to hear the end of this story to see how the power of God moved in your life?

NeverBe, your tale has me hooked. And you are so beautiful! You don't need a bad influence like that. Can't wait to hear what happens next. I'm guessing these monologues take a lot out of you to write, but I hope it gives you some peace to get it out.

Im getting sleeved June 3rd and I decided 1 way 2 leave my past hurts and feelings behind is to get my story out BEFORE I get this surgery...I have been holdin this in 2 long!!!!