TracyK

I have taken them before and swore I never would again. Jacked my head up BIG time! Now pills like Xanax for Librium or Tranxene, yes, because they are for temporary nerve problems...recreational, if you will, :laugh: Bad thing about any of those is they make me gain weight too! They sure help wth sleep though! In general I am not a depressed person. I am down on myself about my weight gain and about certain situations that are FIXABLE in my life. There are things that need to be done and things that need to be addressed/fixed in order for me to fix ME...I know what needs to be done. I am just working on a plan of action in my head and am taking steps in the right direction. Bear with me... :tt2:

Hi everyone :thumbup: I am here, physically, definitely not mentally. Thanks for the texts, calls & e-mails. It has been one b-day party or get together after another...it has been raining cookies, cake, bbq and ice cream around me for the past few weeks. I am up 7 pounds and I am pretty much in this kind of mood :wub: so I figured why bring everyone down with me? OH..and the dermatologist appt I have waited on for 3 weeks had to get cancelled the other day because my dsd dr appt took too long and I had to reschedule my appt...for Aug 19th!!! I could bore you all with a laundry list of other crapola I am dealing with BUT I won't because I know alot of people have it alot worse than me so I will just stop right here. lol Terry~thank you for the invitation and if I thought I could make it through lunch without boohoo'ing I would but at this point, I can't...but we will soon, ok? Thanks you ladies

Good morning~ Misery loves company? Seems like that is the theme... Anywho...it is 10:30 AM and I havent had any sugar today. I will try and see what happens. I have faith that later today we will all log in and say WE DID IT! :crying: Have a great day everyone. :thumbup:

Jane-if I can not be negative, neither can you. Even though sometimes I think I would have been better off with a labotomy....LOL....we just wont discuss it, k? :thumbup:

Pamela-I am ready for Ronnie to leave too. I wanna keep Russell around for drama. I cheated and looked to see who was nominated and won the veto. What is gonna happen?? lol

Good morning everyone~ Have a great Saturday!! (((hugs)))

Hi there~ Tomorrow we are going to have a bbq at my sisters house. My youngest nephew is going into the marine corps and he leaves Sunday. I also have a neice (and her baby)that are moving to South Carolina next week because her husband is in the marine corp and she is going to be with him. I am going to miss all of them but I guess letting go is part of life. It is easy to take because I know it is the best move for all of them. Have a great weekend everyone. Tracy ((hugs)) Jenn-I hope you had/are having fun!

Yeah, stuff like that makes us on the coast very nervous with hurricane season upon us! :cool2:

:cool2: mid-day check in :smile: Have a great weekend everyone!

Pamela & Jane-do we feel sorry for DORK guy? Not me! Thats what he gets! LOL

I just watched the movie Twilight the other night (dsd convinced me to watch the movie first)...now I am going to read the books :thumbup: I think I am hooked.

:laugh: I went to walmart and did not buy ice cream. I bought crystal lite popsicles. :thumbup:

Good morning everyone~' The bad news...I ate a half gallon of ice cream in 2 days. The good news...it is gone and I am not going to the grocery store for more. I dunno, I guess I figured I wasn't going to make this months goal so I may as well Fu*k it up REAL good...what kind of thinking is THAT? (fat girl thinking) With that being said, I am getting off here and headed to the gym. :thumbup: (((hugs)))

Haydee-the pills: 30 days worth yes, energy out the wazoo (which is what i wanted them for to begin with) I lost about 8 pounds but could have lost more with more effort. TracyinKS- :thumbup: chin up, we are here, never left! (used to be chins up, lol) a little weightloss humor is good for the soul. Terridoodle???

I like tattoo chick. Believe it or not, so far I like Jessie too. LOL

Good morning ladies~Have a good day and remember to make good food choices and drink plenty of fluids and get in some exercise. (i am mainly reminding myself) lol Judy~i will be thinking of you today

Yeah, I have tried all the home remedies too. Neosporin, camphor, fingernail polish remover, hand sanitizer, ice packs, and the one that has worked BEST so far is calamine lotion. Just when it is gone, within a day or 2 max, they are back...in the same place or a different place...but not ON my mouth thank God. It is the pitts! :thumbup: Pamela-who is your fav or non fav on BB so far? My NON is Chima...ugh!

Thanks Jane, I am just way down on myself. :bored:

Hurt? Not really...itchy mainly and not to mention gross looking. They are just like fever blisters/cold sores. But the herpes meds do not work so I do not know what it is. I will be glad to get to the dermatologist!

Oh, and I have a dermatologist appt on the 28th because the blisters under my nose (and now under my mouth) come and go...they never just GO.

yuck... I am at +4 instead of -4 for this month. I will be lucky to break even this month. ugh, whatever. It is my own fault. AND I have been exercising, just eating crap. Wow, how is that for trying to gain weight? :bored: I suck.

TracyinKS I am here whenever :crying:

My prayers go out to the people who have lost their loved ones.

Jenn-I also get on the treadmill on front of the CMT videos and plug in my earphones and walk and sing...I wonder if that is why nobody ever walks on the ones next to me....hmmm.... LOL