Banklady

Feeling like a blimp all the time. I am only 35 bmi, small compared to some, but I am always feeling uncomfortable. Also sick and tired of trying to diet, will lose only 20 or so pounds, then put it right back on plus some more. Tired of my hip and knee hurting. Tired of falling because my ankles and feet are too thin and small-boned for the weight I expect them to hold. Really tired of feeling ugly when my hubbie wants to be intimate. That's one of the worse. I want to feel attractive to myself, hence to him. I know he loves me no matter what I look like, but I really want to satisfy him.