I'llsucceed

I must admit that I am so happy that I am going through this BY MYSELF & don't have to deal with anyone elses thoughts/feelings or opinions. After I get my confidence back my next boyfriend/husband will be a very happy man:0)

YOU GO GIRL- Its always worth the appeal! Alex gave great advice as usual. WHile your doing the appeal try & line up the finances at the same time just in case. That way either way w/in afew months or less you will be setting your date. Best of luck to you!! I believe you will definetly be accepted after your appeal-especially if that is the only reason they gave you. Your very close to Michgan & there is a very well priced surgeon here for self-pay people. If you need info please just ask :0)

KELLY ANN- I hope you post more- I was truely touched & motivated by what you just wrote!

Thank you all so much! Its funny how w/each post I seem to really feel more secure in my decision & am very excited to begin. Thank you all for the encouraging words & congrats- its been a long 8 mnths & I feel so prepared. Estella- I believe the following will help you out. Yesterday (wed) my girlfriend came to visit me. She had RNY 18 mnths ago. She lost 90 pds very quickly & now has gained back 17 pds. She is extremely depressed & has I sat & listened to her she went on & on about how she doesn't quite feel right & hasn't fixed much of anything has far has her thought process. She is the 2nd person in less than one month that I personally know who has gained back nearly 20 pds after losing 90 on the RNY. I Also heard of a guy at the doc's (for my back) office today that lost 150 pds on RNY he was very larger & kept it off for 4 yrs & now has gained back over 80:0( What happens is that their pouches stay the sme but because they still tend to over eat their intestines stretch out & basically become their new stomach--EWWIE! The gals that I personally know feel very defeated. Who can blam them-------OK here is the great news: Yes both of the gals wish they would have done the band - but I think anyone who isn't doing well on either surgery will wish that they did the other -- Grass is always greener on the other side syndrom. BUT-- Here it is---- I have NEVER heard of a band person gaining more than lets say 12pds back & they tend to be so much more vigilant in seeing their doctors & getting tightened to avoid the huge gain. That Is why I think over the years the band people will have longer success. Yes we won't be skinny has fast but the turtle wins the race!! Of course you all ready knew this but we all need a nudge once in awhile. Hope that helps! BIGT- Make sure you im me & let me know how your doing! Now back to my celebration- soon my 2 week count down will begin! I can't wait to kick all your butts in the weight loss challenge! Just kidding--NOT!!!!!!! :D :Bunny :Bunny :Bunny :Bunny :Bunny

LOVE IT TERESA- LOVE IT JACK--Simply Love it!

Thank you all- To answers some questions from you guys I did ask about the tubing & here is what was said: The tubing is plenty long to have the port just below the bellybutton area. The placement of the tubing is tuck away has it would be with the regular placement. The port is secured to the main muscle (can't remember the name) that covers us from under the breast bone down to the pubic bone. It basically holds all our inards in:0) So this is the same muscle either down lower or mid stomach or higher. Flipping of the port would be equal almost everywhere. Its just that has I am siting in this chair right now my gut is pooched out & bends in at the bellybutton area. So the port (if placed below underwear line) would be kinda well lower on the fat roll-lol If I go where he already marked me up with a marker(I asked him too ) It would be just above the fat roll. Anyhow I guess I just don't know what to tell him. Keep all the thoughts & advice coming- I know I'll figure it out with all of your help> Thank You all

Someone must have some advice on if they think this is a good idea. Alex, Penni, La Madam, Betty, Vera, Vines, ect. ect. ect. Calling all bandsters! Calling all bandsters! Need your professional insight:0)

Thank you all- everytime I read a new post or IM saying congrats it makes me happier & happier! Vera- I am going with Dr.Pleatman in Bloomfield Hills. My reasons were his self pay is only $12,500.00 which includes everything but one office visit($200.00) & also includes TWO FULL years of fills. He does both types of WLS & most importantly responds back to me by email within mins nearly everytime I have asked a question. Thats the one on one attention I have been wanting & never got at the other Doctors office. I can't wait to fill my frig with boost & yogart:0)

Oh My how wonderful- I am sure this is a time for lots of tissues & smiles.

My Doctor says that he can place my port two inches BELOW my bellybutton (which is below my underwear line) just off to the left side a bit. This way I would not have any large insicions showing on my stomach (for bikkins & short tops). I will have to have one extra small insicion on top for him to do this. My question to all of you is: Do you think that this is a good position for the port as far as bending, exercising, carrying kids/stuff & other things? And do you think that its worth it if the doctor feels comfortable to do it this way or should I just go with the standard method? Port above bellybutton & off to the left or right? He said it can be placed anywhere I wish within reason. I want it to be the most comfortable & less noticeable place as possible. But that being said- If I heal like Penni did (which is possible) I won't see it at all months from now. What do you all think? Thanks for your help!

Funny you should ask this- I have been deciding for 8 months now & just got my date for the band. Short & sweet these were the reason that finally persuaded me to do it over the by-pass. 1) Easily reversible 2) No switching around of my inside--- who knows what they may have a few yrs from now that I may change over to? This way I could just remove the band if I needed to. 3) Less invasive all around (most surgeries are done in 45 mins) 4) It seemed to me you can gain weight on both operations if your not careful - there is NO Cure all. That being said I think the band is easier to adjust if you start gaining. I know SEVERAL people who have gained after RNY & they just don't know what to do now. One is actually getting the band on top of her RNY. I also know of others that have been banded & have now had the rny. 5) Yes- its hard. I do fear failing but I will have this tool helping has I learn to permenately change my habits along the way. Unlike the Rny- I am not sure I will be able to change my mind set as quickly as I lose weight so fast. That scares me. You need to do both to be successful. I hope that helps - It is a very hard decision to make & i even still faulter once a day on it - but there comes a time when you just say " I made my decesion & that is it!" & than just DO IT & be vigilante. Best of luck to you- I know you'll do the right thing for yourself.

Go buy yourself the book- "Hes just not that in to you" It will answer all your questions! I wish you luck. From my outside point of view- " You may not be with the right person & He is waiting for you- But you won't find him until you leave & go look." Love can be good- great & easy believe it! Its not supposed to be so hard that its a struggle all the time. Again I wish you well.

I HAVE A DATE!!! JUNE3rd!!! Its been a battle for 8 months now with insurance Co./ I gave up & said "I win!! I'll pay for the darn thing myself!." So that is what I will be doing. I already gave the old MC a swipe yesterday & put done the $5200.00 to start & hopefully that wedding gown will sell soon & maybe a few other things:0) I start the liquid phase on friday & will be doing the full two weeks even though the Doctor only requires two days of a fast. I just got off the phone with my Mom & finally decided that I am done deciding--i.e. I have been thinking this thing to death & its not only holding up my life in general but also I've been gaining more while waiting for insurance & other monies. Enough was Enough:0) The only other stummper was my Doc yesterday suggested the RNY. Showed me AMAZING photos & said I would be 100 pds down in 9 mnths & because I was young & relatively healthy that I was a great candidate. He said the way he does it there is no malabsorbtion & that skin will sag because of stretching & age, not how fast you lose it. Not only that it would be $2500.00 less because the hospital (believe it or not) is less than for the lapband. He went over all the problems the band can raise & said he has just fond that his RNY patiences have much greater success than his band patiences do & in a Much shorter period. I must say he maid Excellent points & had me thinking for the last 12 hours. BUT I am done thinking- Its the band for me! I know its harder than RNY ( both R hard- I know)- But I think that will make me feel more successful in the long haul(At least I hope) Also even though he said RNY was reversible - the band is so much more easy to reverse. It took awhile to put the weight on so two yrs to take it off isn't all that bad. Plus I would be able more readily to have a child quicker w/the band they say because of it being adjustable. Can you tell I am still nervous on my decision?? Nervous & happy at the same time has I am sure all of you were. You know some of my decision process was made WITH YOU GUYS in mind. Its true - I thought "what about my band family?" They have been the best support I have had so far! I mean it- I know when the poop hits the fan- my internet family will be there. Since I am a "closet bandster" that support is all the more important to me! Thank you one & all! So let the count down begin!!! ((crying)) I have made the commitment & I"LL SUCCEED!

Thanks La Madam & Ron, I appreciate it:0)

Its still for sale- Please pass the word- Its so incredible I wish I wasn't selling it - But than I think of how happy the next girl will be finding a ST. Pucchi Original at 1/2 price. I know for sure I would do the same if there was a next time.

What?? I did understand the PM me if you want to dicuss this further part... LOL LOL LOL I always knew there was something extra special about you Jack:0)

I feel sick... just sick when I hear this stuff... I can't imagine what that poor woman is going through & also the Father. Whether he was apart of the disgusting act or not I will feel sorry for him. Either way you know he is hurting. Sometimes its those who are sick & bad that need our prayers the most. That being said I do believe in the death penalty.

Sorry to hear about the owieee Penni. But can't your DH just carry you everywhere you want to go- thats why we have them right??? LOL LOL Get better soon & baby yourself as much as ya can- don't try & be the"do it all lady"!

Wow- Congrats on your one year Teresa- You should be VERY PROUD! Your looking quite SMASHING Girlfriend!!

I hope all went well & your feeling great!!

I started at what I thought was a horrible BMI of 37 & now after still struggling to have insurance help me out I have a BMI of 42. How sad, especially that they still say they won't help.

Where Are All The Pleatman Patients???:0)

I just had a california roll & shrimp Tempora & of course shrimp & crab puffs last nite- NOT BANDED & relishing every bite. YYYYUUUMMYY

Good For You - At least someone is getting approved!! Horray!!!!!!!!

cgrubz- it means productive belching. Its a problem when bandsters eat too much too fast & food gets caught & has no way out but to come back up. When you find something you don't know about there is a button (upper right corner) called search. This will help you bring up all sorts of information on the subject you asking about. Its very helpful & you can read about all kinds of different experiences banded people have had. This will help prepare yourself when you are banded. Hope that helps :0) Sushi- I will have to try out this rice paper. I was planning on having sushi has one of my LAST Meals:0) I LOVE IT- But I am A soft crab or veggie only. HHMMM Yummy!